Thursday, October 15, 2009
hi every new post k new post k lol
nan de once k =.=
just wanna post
WHO THE FARK IS USING canthave-everything.blogspot.com !!!!
plz simply tell me in any ways
LOL
no ans no post neh~
nan de once k =.=
just wanna post
WHO THE FARK IS USING canthave-everything.blogspot.com !!!!
plz simply tell me in any ways
LOL
no ans no post neh~
your love is only my imagination... at 11:01 PM
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Wednesday, September 23, 2009
HI EVERYONE XD
quite a time since i last spot eh...pretty boring for me to post something that is sooooooooooooooooooooooo soooooooooo soooooooo ordinary,so boring day of mine
sian ah stupid teacher of mine give so many math paper=.= do untill can die lol
so many hw so sian haha
really got nth to write.... nth out of the ordinary really happen around me this few days weeks and months maybe years later too...
Life extra sux for me... really really sux.....
Cant really forget about u....even in my sleep
quite a time since i last spot eh...pretty boring for me to post something that is sooooooooooooooooooooooo soooooooooo soooooooo ordinary,so boring day of mine
sian ah stupid teacher of mine give so many math paper=.= do untill can die lol
so many hw so sian haha
really got nth to write.... nth out of the ordinary really happen around me this few days weeks and months maybe years later too...
Life extra sux for me... really really sux.....
Cant really forget about u....even in my sleep
your love is only my imagination... at 8:49 PM
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Thursday, September 10, 2009
lalalala~
Nlevel first phrase finish liao XD
English paper so cool man lol wont fail XD
everyone can go sec 5 XD lol
but then so boring at home
nth to do...
going crazy.........
Nlevel first phrase finish liao XD
English paper so cool man lol wont fail XD
everyone can go sec 5 XD lol
but then so boring at home
nth to do...
going crazy.........
your love is only my imagination... at 1:32 PM
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Saturday, August 29, 2009
hi everyone i came to post again woot XD
finally internet is ok liao with the new mio installation XD but still i am so boring~ nth to do even thou the internet is back on .....
nlevel is closing by and i dont have the stupid urge to study yet....feeling somewhat down...
feeling so rotten at home...
i guess i will stop here,dont feel like posting something that i dont want others
to know here
why cant i just forget about u........
finally internet is ok liao with the new mio installation XD but still i am so boring~ nth to do even thou the internet is back on .....
nlevel is closing by and i dont have the stupid urge to study yet....feeling somewhat down...
feeling so rotten at home...
i guess i will stop here,dont feel like posting something that i dont want others
to know here
why cant i just forget about u........
your love is only my imagination... at 3:04 PM
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Wednesday, August 26, 2009
haha...stupid internet keep cant work make me cant even online.........
Going to school seem meaning less,nothing seem fine to me in anyway.sometime i just feel like sleeping and wont wake up ever again,but i just cant put down on one thing which is a secert of mine XD......
yawn no mood to continue on posting......feeling Very sux....i wonder how long does it want to follow me.....
i just want myself to be remembered by u.......not hoping anymore.......
Going to school seem meaning less,nothing seem fine to me in anyway.sometime i just feel like sleeping and wont wake up ever again,but i just cant put down on one thing which is a secert of mine XD......
yawn no mood to continue on posting......feeling Very sux....i wonder how long does it want to follow me.....
i just want myself to be remembered by u.......not hoping anymore.......
your love is only my imagination... at 9:09 PM
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Thursday, August 20, 2009
hi my dear blog...
prelim was kinda frustrating,cant side along to whether want study or not.....
i am kinda..angry with my internet unstable connection.i am kinda sad with.......
just wanna blog for the sake of blogging....
its not like (other) are interested in my blog anyway.. signing off bye
sometime i just wanna say it out loud but..nah forget it....
prelim was kinda frustrating,cant side along to whether want study or not.....
i am kinda..angry with my internet unstable connection.i am kinda sad with.......
just wanna blog for the sake of blogging....
its not like (other) are interested in my blog anyway.. signing off bye
sometime i just wanna say it out loud but..nah forget it....
your love is only my imagination... at 5:06 PM
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Saturday, August 15, 2009
hello lonely blog XD
today went to study with jonathan,huan huan,jeff,huizhu,xueming,yankai,isaac,ck,
larry and shzwei XD and of cos my amath teacher mdn chong...all of us not really focusing on our work.3 hour there = 1 hour in school lol.jonathan and xueming left halfway
then finish le they all went eat i just go see they eat lol..........!!=.=
then we went to play basketball,huizhu decide not to tag along lol,then play and play and play very fun but veri exhausting full court then half court play and play
lol and thats all for today =.=
nv go out then,suddenly go out look at everything like blur =.=
I am mentally tired....it can even overpower my physical exhaustion-after a long sudden exercise
today went to study with jonathan,huan huan,jeff,huizhu,xueming,yankai,isaac,ck,
larry and shzwei XD and of cos my amath teacher mdn chong...all of us not really focusing on our work.3 hour there = 1 hour in school lol.jonathan and xueming left halfway
then finish le they all went eat i just go see they eat lol..........!!=.=
then we went to play basketball,huizhu decide not to tag along lol,then play and play and play very fun but veri exhausting full court then half court play and play
lol and thats all for today =.=
nv go out then,suddenly go out look at everything like blur =.=
I am mentally tired....it can even overpower my physical exhaustion-after a long sudden exercise
your love is only my imagination... at 7:25 PM
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Friday, August 14, 2009
hi blog
today was a short days with just only 3 subject lesson
P.E was pretty fun but half an hour were being dam taken away by those stupid competition winners and those stupid human that take part in the NDP.sweat lot after p.e
then to mother tongue(chinese) do freaking formal letter =.= one of the paragraph was badly writen due to the noise in the class......was my time writing on that paragraph =.=
then recess, after recess when to the learning hub in the school to have our combine class (with 4-7) lesson
teacher was kya-ing and kya-ing, was not listening most of the time (boring~)
haiz didnt get "nice" result for my english prelim 2 but even if i get it,it wont be shown in the report book cos i am =.= absent for the paper and i took it another day.
3 days of prelim absent,Yawn,hope nth will happen to me during my nlevel...
i know my post is boring...so be it'
Edited: o ya yesterday was my father birthday too =.=ll
missing you has already become my habit
today was a short days with just only 3 subject lesson
P.E was pretty fun but half an hour were being dam taken away by those stupid competition winners and those stupid human that take part in the NDP.sweat lot after p.e
then to mother tongue(chinese) do freaking formal letter =.= one of the paragraph was badly writen due to the noise in the class......was my time writing on that paragraph =.=
then recess, after recess when to the learning hub in the school to have our combine class (with 4-7) lesson
teacher was kya-ing and kya-ing, was not listening most of the time (boring~)
haiz didnt get "nice" result for my english prelim 2 but even if i get it,it wont be shown in the report book cos i am =.= absent for the paper and i took it another day.
3 days of prelim absent,Yawn,hope nth will happen to me during my nlevel...
i know my post is boring...so be it'
Edited: o ya yesterday was my father birthday too =.=ll
missing you has already become my habit
your love is only my imagination... at 9:21 PM
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Thursday, August 13, 2009
hi everyone XD
came to blog because i am soooooo dam boring lol... but i have nth to write on leh lol all done on somewhere in the internet a few places lol! =.=lll
maybe i will just start posting like i always do in the pass
today school was a pretty..long day lol.
today went to school by bus XD of cos i go school everyday by bus =.= but during the bus ride,almost reach school,jeremy came abroad the bus XD then then during the rest of the distance to school jeremy fall in the bus lol! once and almost twice XD PS JEREMY dont scold me from posting this XD nth to write about mah so let me write about u XD.........
lol he was like back lean against the pole on the middle of the bus then talking to me i think lol.then suddenly the bus break abit ABIT,nia, he... slowly lol losing gradient from "l" to "/" then "__"lol!!! i cant believe it,i didnt really even think of helping him while hes falling and when hes climbing up from the floor. but it shock me cos i notice that the place hes falling have a sharp edge but lucky its not sharp enough to pierce through his butt lol! hao la i stop talking about him le later he come see later PS and angry with me haha lol
then schoool continue to assembly first....the stupid drug undercover officer come talk to us so nice the picture he show us lol. the assembly over shot abit with those stupid small talk by teachers'
then to amath, revision worksheet=.= do and dont know ask nia
then to physic boring and found out that i omfg lost my memories or something many question seem veri difficult... i guess i grown lazy n rusty in my sciences
then to english do compre so =.= "skip!"
then to chem same as physic lesson "double skip"
then to emath which is converted into "form" teacher brithday celebration which i didnt really feel any speical atmosphere of the party.
then after school stay back for more amath practice...then worksheet keep coming lucky i am able to finish it all at about 5.45pm XD
i guess its getting long which some of u dont even wanna read about this,but want to read about other things/topic i write lol
simply just cant stop it......my heart is already.....................
came to blog because i am soooooo dam boring lol... but i have nth to write on leh lol all done on somewhere in the internet a few places lol! =.=lll
maybe i will just start posting like i always do in the pass
today school was a pretty..long day lol.
today went to school by bus XD of cos i go school everyday by bus =.= but during the bus ride,almost reach school,jeremy came abroad the bus XD then then during the rest of the distance to school jeremy fall in the bus lol! once and almost twice XD PS JEREMY dont scold me from posting this XD nth to write about mah so let me write about u XD.........
lol he was like back lean against the pole on the middle of the bus then talking to me i think lol.then suddenly the bus break abit ABIT,nia, he... slowly lol losing gradient from "l" to "/" then "__"lol!!! i cant believe it,i didnt really even think of helping him while hes falling and when hes climbing up from the floor. but it shock me cos i notice that the place hes falling have a sharp edge but lucky its not sharp enough to pierce through his butt lol! hao la i stop talking about him le later he come see later PS and angry with me haha lol
then schoool continue to assembly first....the stupid drug undercover officer come talk to us so nice the picture he show us lol. the assembly over shot abit with those stupid small talk by teachers'
then to amath, revision worksheet=.= do and dont know ask nia
then to physic boring and found out that i omfg lost my memories or something many question seem veri difficult... i guess i grown lazy n rusty in my sciences
then to english do compre so =.= "skip!"
then to chem same as physic lesson "double skip"
then to emath which is converted into "form" teacher brithday celebration which i didnt really feel any speical atmosphere of the party.
then after school stay back for more amath practice...then worksheet keep coming lucky i am able to finish it all at about 5.45pm XD
i guess its getting long which some of u dont even wanna read about this,but want to read about other things/topic i write lol
simply just cant stop it......my heart is already.....................
your love is only my imagination... at 7:56 PM
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Saturday, August 8, 2009
days when by so quickly....it makes me feel so............
cant really think of anything to write.....
cant really think of anything to write.....
your love is only my imagination... at 5:02 PM
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Thursday, August 6, 2009
i feel so like left behide.............
like there is a gap inbetween everyone of the same age group as me......a huge gap.
like there is a gap inbetween everyone of the same age group as me......a huge gap.
your love is only my imagination... at 9:49 PM
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Friday, July 31, 2009
hello i am here to post again...
once again i change my stupid blog skin which dont seems veri nice but i will just leave it =.=
Yawn so rotting at home doing nothing,just watch the 3 prelim paper fly pass me...
got the stupid 3-4 day mc on tuesday.stupid flu fever virus is lurking around the class.
AHHHH my body is getting weaker and weaker each day.......feel like a parasite at home.....
wanting to wear the surgical mask is a joke,it feel so sucky wearing it.
theres many thing in my mind........but forget it i dont want any body to know it.
your love only can be seen in my dream
once again i change my stupid blog skin which dont seems veri nice but i will just leave it =.=
Yawn so rotting at home doing nothing,just watch the 3 prelim paper fly pass me...
got the stupid 3-4 day mc on tuesday.stupid flu fever virus is lurking around the class.
AHHHH my body is getting weaker and weaker each day.......feel like a parasite at home.....
wanting to wear the surgical mask is a joke,it feel so sucky wearing it.
theres many thing in my mind........but forget it i dont want any body to know it.
your love only can be seen in my dream
your love is only my imagination... at 4:03 PM
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Sunday, July 12, 2009
hihi XD
changed the stupid blog skin yucky...........stupid when testing skin suddenly pasted and
saved on this account accidentally......dots...suan le i guess i will keep this skin for a while,maybe got
"feng shui" XD
2morrow gonna have my english oral.....wish me luck,lets go "fark" the war without prepare
gogo!!
byebye
I just wish........just wish....//i am falling.............
changed the stupid blog skin yucky...........stupid when testing skin suddenly pasted and
saved on this account accidentally......dots...suan le i guess i will keep this skin for a while,maybe got
"feng shui" XD
2morrow gonna have my english oral.....wish me luck,lets go "fark" the war without prepare
gogo!!
byebye
I just wish........just wish....//i am falling.............
your love is only my imagination... at 9:49 PM
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Saturday, June 27, 2009
HAIZ so bored cant sleep!!!
So many holiday assignment left undone!!!how???lol
no mood to do
nth to do....
Gonna go have a hair cut again =.=ll later....sian
dont want to talk about anything eles
bye bye
Somewhat i am feeling abit numb.........
So many holiday assignment left undone!!!how???lol
no mood to do
nth to do....
Gonna go have a hair cut again =.=ll later....sian
dont want to talk about anything eles
bye bye
Somewhat i am feeling abit numb.........
your love is only my imagination... at 8:40 AM
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Sunday, June 14, 2009
hi to my blog.....
Blog no one is reading u sia so sad...... how i know? cos got program can see even an ant walk pass you or not.....u seem lonely....so do i XD
Dear blog,
i had been staying at home 24hour without going out and see the sunlight,feel the sunshine.i seem like a living meat without a soul.....i guess cant blame anyone for not viewing you,you dont seem interesting.......
Its not like i having a thousand of frens so its natural to have a few days without anyone even walk pass you... sorry my bloggy......
i had been wasting my youth,my time.....can you imagine that i can spent up to 3 hour listening to the same song while doing nothing.....maybe its not a waste of time? maybe that 3 hour can make me master the song? XD wats the use?......
i guess i am giving up looking forward into life,living seem so....meaningless.what for we human live?to experience happiness? experience hardship? experience pain? experience love?
All this emotion made us attacted to living but once all those emotion is getting rided,do u all still think theres meaning to living?
bloggy i just write till here,hope u can really reply......
I am tired of it,maybe i should leave it alone.......
Blog no one is reading u sia so sad...... how i know? cos got program can see even an ant walk pass you or not.....u seem lonely....so do i XD
Dear blog,
i had been staying at home 24hour without going out and see the sunlight,feel the sunshine.i seem like a living meat without a soul.....i guess cant blame anyone for not viewing you,you dont seem interesting.......
Its not like i having a thousand of frens so its natural to have a few days without anyone even walk pass you... sorry my bloggy......
i had been wasting my youth,my time.....can you imagine that i can spent up to 3 hour listening to the same song while doing nothing.....maybe its not a waste of time? maybe that 3 hour can make me master the song? XD wats the use?......
i guess i am giving up looking forward into life,living seem so....meaningless.what for we human live?to experience happiness? experience hardship? experience pain? experience love?
All this emotion made us attacted to living but once all those emotion is getting rided,do u all still think theres meaning to living?
bloggy i just write till here,hope u can really reply......
I am tired of it,maybe i should leave it alone.......
your love is only my imagination... at 9:05 PM
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Monday, June 8, 2009
I Guess school isnt that fun afterall...........
Its much better rotting at home than just watching..............
Sometime i just wish i could be someone that can cheer up others easily,
i also wish i could be someone that is able to form lots of strong bonds with others.
But i am born like this so what can i do?
i dont see a reason why i am,as a human,living for...
does any one even acknowledge me as someone important in their life?
my life seem meaningless.......corrupted
this is what i always wanted to write but always didnt have the right time to post it i guess i will post it right now
Shes different afterall
Its much better rotting at home than just watching..............
Sometime i just wish i could be someone that can cheer up others easily,
i also wish i could be someone that is able to form lots of strong bonds with others.
But i am born like this so what can i do?
i dont see a reason why i am,as a human,living for...
does any one even acknowledge me as someone important in their life?
my life seem meaningless.......corrupted
this is what i always wanted to write but always didnt have the right time to post it i guess i will post it right now
Shes different afterall
your love is only my imagination... at 4:13 PM
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Saturday, June 6, 2009
NEW PLAYLIST EVERYONE ENJOY XD
your love is only my imagination... at 7:40 PM
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weeeeeweeeeee weeeee wooooooo 50th post for the blog XD
This june holiday was a bit different from all others june holiday i experience be4....... because got school.........=.=lll well....its better then staying at home rotting and feel miserable.
So Dam boring without school!!!!!
XD This few days feel that my emotion have been enhanced.When i feel slight happiness i act out very happy.slight sadness from television show,i can make my tear flow....wor whole new experience lol.
i guess i cant denied that i still emo-ing sometime alone.Who don't emo? i guess lol
my holiday assignment have left remain untouched,cant get myself to do those work....
Holiday is the only time when i put down all my burden about anything,relax and enjoy.i guess thats why have been seem smiling most of the time XD
haizzz nth to talk about.
ANY ONE HAVE ANY IDEA FOR ME TO POST ABOUT?
i am feeling kinda despair......i just wish............
So Dam boring without school!!!!!
XD This few days feel that my emotion have been enhanced.When i feel slight happiness i act out very happy.slight sadness from television show,i can make my tear flow....wor whole new experience lol.
i guess i cant denied that i still emo-ing sometime alone.Who don't emo? i guess lol
my holiday assignment have left remain untouched,cant get myself to do those work....
Holiday is the only time when i put down all my burden about anything,relax and enjoy.i guess thats why have been seem smiling most of the time XD
haizzz nth to talk about.
ANY ONE HAVE ANY IDEA FOR ME TO POST ABOUT?
i am feeling kinda despair......i just wish............
your love is only my imagination... at 2:38 PM
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Saturday, May 30, 2009
I came to have my post specially XD
Yay going holiday =.=lll, during holiday need go back school study. holiday homework seem like Alot. i just wanna slack the whole holiday...... i am tired of everything,everything that i had done ,Everything that i am going to do.
Finally realise something.....i only have a few friends......so all this years i have been bluffing myself that i have alot of friend covering me, i am such an idoit.i only can blame myself.feeeling so down with this facts...and i just cant do anything...so useless,so hopeless,so lifeless...........
Thanks to those who view my blog i really really appreciate it.
I cant really get rid of that feeling in my heart
Yay going holiday =.=lll, during holiday need go back school study. holiday homework seem like Alot. i just wanna slack the whole holiday...... i am tired of everything,everything that i had done ,Everything that i am going to do.
Finally realise something.....i only have a few friends......so all this years i have been bluffing myself that i have alot of friend covering me, i am such an idoit.i only can blame myself.feeeling so down with this facts...and i just cant do anything...so useless,so hopeless,so lifeless...........
Thanks to those who view my blog i really really appreciate it.
I cant really get rid of that feeling in my heart
your love is only my imagination... at 11:18 AM
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Wednesday, May 27, 2009
T.T no one is even viewing my blog T.T
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Thursday, May 21, 2009
Good night everyone i am here to post bit by bit lol
Haiz today is soooooooooooo boring leh...go thought exam paper plus cant sleep......is dam boring!!!!!
The worst thing was i dont feel any tiredness =.= the time was like so farking slow =.=
XD something remind me of my web cam lol its motto is "not so clear" =.= crap right? lol.. but ok lah not really that blur but also not that clear lol..
Cant wait for holiday.....i want sleep alot alot alot! like pig lol.but had to come back to school for the first week of the holiday T.T
AHh sian lol feel like rotting,becoming half zombie like =.=
London Bridge is falling down,
Falling down, Falling down.
London Bridge is falling down,
My fair lady.
Haiz today is soooooooooooo boring leh...go thought exam paper plus cant sleep......is dam boring!!!!!
The worst thing was i dont feel any tiredness =.= the time was like so farking slow =.=
XD something remind me of my web cam lol its motto is "not so clear" =.= crap right? lol.. but ok lah not really that blur but also not that clear lol..
Cant wait for holiday.....i want sleep alot alot alot! like pig lol.but had to come back to school for the first week of the holiday T.T
AHh sian lol feel like rotting,becoming half zombie like =.=
London Bridge is falling down,
Falling down, Falling down.
London Bridge is falling down,
My fair lady.
your love is only my imagination... at 9:09 PM
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Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Day of the night 20 may 09
hi gonna post for today XD
This post is better left unread...i just want to post it...
Alright school sux =.= just simple sux.....today the rest of the paper are given out for us to check on our marks,as usual i get back my paper.
I HATE the way people react,i just hate it.....I know they *may* not have any bad intention but i just simply....hate it.So wat if i am the first,so wat?Is there a need for such huge reaction?
yes i admit that i want to get everybody attention,But if this attention is such negative....i prefer having the last position.....But still i wont give up my position....not to anyone that havent suffered enough from studies.
I still can remember the pain,the distressing moment that push me forward to my study.The force of the anxiety was so great that it can blow my mind into pieces.Inorder to lower the quality of anxiety i have to move forward and study.
This post is better left unread...i just want to post it...
Study may become useless for me...........
The lonely soul is awakening.....
This post is better left unread...i just want to post it...
Alright school sux =.= just simple sux.....today the rest of the paper are given out for us to check on our marks,as usual i get back my paper.
I HATE the way people react,i just hate it.....I know they *may* not have any bad intention but i just simply....hate it.So wat if i am the first,so wat?Is there a need for such huge reaction?
yes i admit that i want to get everybody attention,But if this attention is such negative....i prefer having the last position.....But still i wont give up my position....not to anyone that havent suffered enough from studies.
I still can remember the pain,the distressing moment that push me forward to my study.The force of the anxiety was so great that it can blow my mind into pieces.Inorder to lower the quality of anxiety i have to move forward and study.
This post is better left unread...i just want to post it...
Study may become useless for me...........
The lonely soul is awakening.....
your love is only my imagination... at 9:37 PM
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Hi everyoneXD Today gonna post some what different woot XD with picture leh XD
Yesterday was MY MAMA BIRTHDAY XD
"Too bad this year no surprise for u.... who ask u so clever"-.-
We first brought cake which is delivered by some cake store delivery man =.= Sister brought the cake XD durian flavor sia XD
the cake so nice XD both virtually and taste
Then was thinking wat to eat for dinner,then sister already planned =.= KFC for dinner =.=...
then makan makan XD then we all REST...full till lazy to move lol..
After that everything went back to normal =.=...mama go wash clothes papa continue do his thing,while i went back room to stare at my computer lol sister....i dont know =.=
Finally 10 pm We CELEBRATE mama birthday with the CAKE! =.=
XD no have my picture woot hehe
After that leh talk with my sister how to share the expenses together....ended just nice,i have to pay $50 which can be obtained from mr ravin hehe XD
Phew that night my stomach almost burst... eat alot XD
Maybe today i gonna double post XD
Yesterday was MY MAMA BIRTHDAY XD
"Too bad this year no surprise for u.... who ask u so clever"-.-
We first brought cake which is delivered by some cake store delivery man =.= Sister brought the cake XD durian flavor sia XD
the cake so nice XD both virtually and taste
Then was thinking wat to eat for dinner,then sister already planned =.= KFC for dinner =.=...
then makan makan XD then we all REST...full till lazy to move lol..
After that everything went back to normal =.=...mama go wash clothes papa continue do his thing,while i went back room to stare at my computer lol sister....i dont know =.=
Finally 10 pm We CELEBRATE mama birthday with the CAKE! =.=
XD no have my picture woot hehe
After that leh talk with my sister how to share the expenses together....ended just nice,i have to pay $50 which can be obtained from mr ravin hehe XD
Phew that night my stomach almost burst... eat alot XD
Maybe today i gonna double post XD
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Monday, May 18, 2009
hello everyone XD
finally back to some offiicial posting.
XD finally prelim 1 is over.....can have a good mental rest....XD today gave out our POA,E-math and chinese paper.Its good to see my chinese is beginning to improve.Eventhough it was just a slight little improve,i am happy XD weeeee~ lol..
POA and Emath was great,the marks didnt disappoint me XD
Today school sux? i could say.It was so boring~although there was no teaching conducted in class.
i began to feel somewhat senseless and feelingless.i may seen smiling away but i dont get the feeling of joy and satisfaction.There something in my mind asking me to get more and more and more......i am sick and tired of it =.=
wooo i hope 2morrow will be able to get back my Chem,Amath and geography paper XD cant wait to see the result.........
P.S//TAG ME PLZ........!!!
Black and White always match together...black cant leave white...white cant leave black.
light and shadow always stick together...when theres no light,theres no shadow...when theres no shadow theres no light.
i am just like the object which help the light cast the shadow...........seem so pathetic, which help others but not themselves......i just wish i can be the shadow or light.......
-OR-
i am just like the darkness which always disappear when the light shine , but i wish i can co-exist with the light,can stick like the shadow do....
finally back to some offiicial posting.
XD finally prelim 1 is over.....can have a good mental rest....XD today gave out our POA,E-math and chinese paper.Its good to see my chinese is beginning to improve.Eventhough it was just a slight little improve,i am happy XD weeeee~ lol..
POA and Emath was great,the marks didnt disappoint me XD
Today school sux? i could say.It was so boring~although there was no teaching conducted in class.
i began to feel somewhat senseless and feelingless.i may seen smiling away but i dont get the feeling of joy and satisfaction.There something in my mind asking me to get more and more and more......i am sick and tired of it =.=
wooo i hope 2morrow will be able to get back my Chem,Amath and geography paper XD cant wait to see the result.........
P.S//TAG ME PLZ........!!!
Black and White always match together...black cant leave white...white cant leave black.
light and shadow always stick together...when theres no light,theres no shadow...when theres no shadow theres no light.
i am just like the object which help the light cast the shadow...........seem so pathetic, which help others but not themselves......i just wish i can be the shadow or light.......
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i am just like the darkness which always disappear when the light shine , but i wish i can co-exist with the light,can stick like the shadow do....
your love is only my imagination... at 8:18 PM
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Sunday, May 17, 2009
AHHH keep forgetting that i still have my blog lol....
Yawn....finally after prelim yay~~~exam is over!! play~~~ =.=
But everything seem like its repeating over thousand time.......
Haiz......so no life .......... T.T
LAzy blog long long so blog short short XD
Bye bye.....
My life is a waste....
Yawn....finally after prelim yay~~~exam is over!! play~~~ =.=
But everything seem like its repeating over thousand time.......
Haiz......so no life .......... T.T
LAzy blog long long so blog short short XD
Bye bye.....
My life is a waste....
your love is only my imagination... at 12:47 AM
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Thursday, May 14, 2009
yay~~~ 2morrow is my last paper XD amath paper 2!!!!!! yay 2morrow can 10am jiu go home liao yay, but those dont have amath dont need come school =.=...
XD i abit wu liao leh.......
Lala,my dog name =.=
XD i abit wu liao leh.......
Lala,my dog name =.=
your love is only my imagination... at 7:23 PM
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Thursday, May 7, 2009
PRELIM PRELIM PRELIM BUSY? XD
your love is only my imagination... at 8:04 PM
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Tuesday, May 5, 2009
DAMN! EVERYONE SEEM TO PISS ME OFF.............
lucky its easily be suppressed...
lucky its easily be suppressed...
your love is only my imagination... at 9:21 PM
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good night everyone XD =.=
good night as in good morning and good afternoon. its just a good "night"
Its great to see myself having a cheerful mood in school XD Feels so great to be happy in school
Yawn tired of this lol today looks the same as yestherday........everything just happen in a flash...
Today lesson was pretty normal......teacher teach i listen thats all =.=
today no have the feeling to elaborate the things happen today. Its just the same............
Its not lively to be alone, its not lovely to be lonely
good night as in good morning and good afternoon. its just a good "night"
Its great to see myself having a cheerful mood in school XD Feels so great to be happy in school
Yawn tired of this lol today looks the same as yestherday........everything just happen in a flash...
Today lesson was pretty normal......teacher teach i listen thats all =.=
today no have the feeling to elaborate the things happen today. Its just the same............
Its not lively to be alone, its not lovely to be lonely
your love is only my imagination... at 7:49 PM
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Monday, May 4, 2009
HELLO EVERYONE WHOEVER OUT THERE! XD
alright i am so boring~ boring ......
wat do u expect me in school? its the same old routine over and over again...almost can predict wat is gonna happen this and that =.= really is sian! just that today got extra precaution for the stupid flu!!!swine flu,pig flu,h1n1,influenza A =.= crap name can lol... the guards are so cute with their surgery mask on ^^feel like wearing one lol!!!
lalalalalala so nth to do right now eventhough i got alot of paper homework to do XD maybe i will leave it alllll to 2morrow morning ba since going to school early XD i like the way the precaution thingy was processing, no need sit on the stupid staircase do my work,can work in my classroom yay!! got light got fan got tables and chairs,colourful~XD
sian.. monitoring system step down so sad-cannot stay back. At home no mood do leh =.= at least when after monitoring i got the feeling to do my homework....but just after school go home...i will just simply take a nap and then forget about my own brain stormed homework plan.haiz =.=
lala going to stop here...i seem to be used to post less less thing XD
Life can be control by yourself but not mine......
alright i am so boring~ boring ......
wat do u expect me in school? its the same old routine over and over again...almost can predict wat is gonna happen this and that =.= really is sian! just that today got extra precaution for the stupid flu!!!swine flu,pig flu,h1n1,influenza A =.= crap name can lol... the guards are so cute with their surgery mask on ^^feel like wearing one lol!!!
lalalalalala so nth to do right now eventhough i got alot of paper homework to do XD maybe i will leave it alllll to 2morrow morning ba since going to school early XD i like the way the precaution thingy was processing, no need sit on the stupid staircase do my work,can work in my classroom yay!! got light got fan got tables and chairs,colourful~XD
sian.. monitoring system step down so sad-cannot stay back. At home no mood do leh =.= at least when after monitoring i got the feeling to do my homework....but just after school go home...i will just simply take a nap and then forget about my own brain stormed homework plan.haiz =.=
lala going to stop here...i seem to be used to post less less thing XD
Life can be control by yourself but not mine......
your love is only my imagination... at 8:53 PM
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Sunday, May 3, 2009
i am officially HALF-DEAD......=.o
your love is only my imagination... at 9:25 PM
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Saturday, May 2, 2009
hi Whos ever reading my,
Today was a awful sucky day XD,still having the same old saturday over and over again...haiz~
Slacked at home all day long got nothing to do.....when through all my link in my favourite 20time each i guess? had been surfing the net blindly...saw animal saw black/white human saw games saw joke saw lame picture....Its as boring as always.....dont seem to be able to find someone to chat with in msn.AHHH....alone at home now...so quiet~ only can hear the sound of the fan turning and the fish tank's oxygen supply pumping...its seem so mentally torturing.ha lucky i am used to it..but i am still boring....
O.o 2morrow is yan's brithday wor,well...good for him.............
prelim exam for other subject is coming pretty close...yet i do not have the feeling to study for it,do not have the sense of urgency.Even homework that is needed to hand in at the next day i also heck care...... now i just want to slack as much as i can.
Wor my house is still so quiet......
I just wanna fall into the bottomless pit........
Today was a awful sucky day XD,still having the same old saturday over and over again...haiz~
Slacked at home all day long got nothing to do.....when through all my link in my favourite 20time each i guess? had been surfing the net blindly...saw animal saw black/white human saw games saw joke saw lame picture....Its as boring as always.....dont seem to be able to find someone to chat with in msn.AHHH....alone at home now...so quiet~ only can hear the sound of the fan turning and the fish tank's oxygen supply pumping...its seem so mentally torturing.ha lucky i am used to it..but i am still boring....
O.o 2morrow is yan's brithday wor,well...good for him.............
prelim exam for other subject is coming pretty close...yet i do not have the feeling to study for it,do not have the sense of urgency.Even homework that is needed to hand in at the next day i also heck care...... now i just want to slack as much as i can.
Wor my house is still so quiet......
I just wanna fall into the bottomless pit........
your love is only my imagination... at 3:01 PM
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Friday, May 1, 2009
SHIT FAIL NIGHT POST LOL
dont know wat to write...=.=
dont know wat to write...=.=
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Weeee today is first of may.... a new month in this year XD
Well yesterday came across this stupid weird mystery thing about "doomsday"
Its said that earth are gonna end at year 2012 December. they given a lot of stupid evidence which can be found here http://survive2012.com/the most mysterious reason is"The Long Count Calendar of the Ancient Mayans ends on Dec 21 2012. There isn't much information regarding what the Mayans thought would occur in 2012, but the consensus of opinion is that there will be great change. To some people this means a positive, spiritual change. Others, like myself, consider that a catastrophic event may have been predicted."
XD is earth or human going to die off in 2012? I,myself think it wont happen so fast,theres alot of prediction out there saying human is dying off in "blah blah blah" with supported evidence but still nth has happen according to it.
so who cares? right? lol.. just found this interesting which give ppl a feeling "ITS REAL OMG!" . if u do believe it, in this 3 years u can just enjoy ur life to the fullest ,do watever u wish to do and try to force fulfill ur dreams.
its useless to believe in this XD cos more then 70% ppl dont believe in this. *this will cause the law of attraction to happen not letting it happen XD* even if its real, theres also a possibility it wont happen. so wat if it doesnt happen when u trying to believe it and end ur study end ur schooling end ur future? then u will abit sad lo XD
i am boring so i post something to my blog,this is just an extra post
i will continue on to my night post XD
Well yesterday came across this stupid weird mystery thing about "doomsday"
Its said that earth are gonna end at year 2012 December. they given a lot of stupid evidence which can be found here http://survive2012.com/the most mysterious reason is"The Long Count Calendar of the Ancient Mayans ends on Dec 21 2012. There isn't much information regarding what the Mayans thought would occur in 2012, but the consensus of opinion is that there will be great change. To some people this means a positive, spiritual change. Others, like myself, consider that a catastrophic event may have been predicted."
XD is earth or human going to die off in 2012? I,myself think it wont happen so fast,theres alot of prediction out there saying human is dying off in "blah blah blah" with supported evidence but still nth has happen according to it.
so who cares? right? lol.. just found this interesting which give ppl a feeling "ITS REAL OMG!" . if u do believe it, in this 3 years u can just enjoy ur life to the fullest ,do watever u wish to do and try to force fulfill ur dreams.
its useless to believe in this XD cos more then 70% ppl dont believe in this. *this will cause the law of attraction to happen not letting it happen XD* even if its real, theres also a possibility it wont happen. so wat if it doesnt happen when u trying to believe it and end ur study end ur schooling end ur future? then u will abit sad lo XD
i am boring so i post something to my blog,this is just an extra post
i will continue on to my night post XD
your love is only my imagination... at 3:03 PM
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Thursday, April 30, 2009
XD hello everyone i am back??? XD
My blog had rested enough so i will continue my blogging from today onward XD happy ma?=.= lol
alright...... alot of things happen this 1 month++ when i disconneted with my blog.The most memorable day that i can rmb between this interval of time is the adam khoo workshop.
The workshop was simply filled with joy and abit of sorrow.Not gonna elaborate on it....reason is, everthough it is memorable.....i only had bit and piece of the memory about it lol...how Pathetic eh?
ohhh i just recalled recently or i should say yestherday,my class and i went to an old fork home for our so called CIP cum learning journey(shit forgot wat is the home called).The home is filled with old senior citizen of cos....they conquer the whole land can.....well.. when we reach there we seperate our self into 3 groups,mix gender and race? my group had been assigned to the first floor area which seem like their canteen.It was very veryyyyyy hard to communicate with them...i cant try to speak but only can hear and act attentive lol...tried to feed one old man which seeeeem like blind=.= or really blind.need to have the food to touch his lip then he will open his mouth to eat.They were all seem very "poor thing" cant imagin how i will be like when i am as old as them @.@ .
i seem to useless there...walk here and there dont know how to go forward to help those old ppl...!!..
The tag box will be all cleared be sure to tag me!!!!!
alright..... let me stop here,i will continue 2morrow XD
YAY labour day!!slp slp slack slack yay!!!! ....T.T
Its always wat i predicted.........haiz.......
My blog had rested enough so i will continue my blogging from today onward XD happy ma?=.= lol
alright...... alot of things happen this 1 month++ when i disconneted with my blog.The most memorable day that i can rmb between this interval of time is the adam khoo workshop.
The workshop was simply filled with joy and abit of sorrow.Not gonna elaborate on it....reason is, everthough it is memorable.....i only had bit and piece of the memory about it lol...how Pathetic eh?
ohhh i just recalled recently or i should say yestherday,my class and i went to an old fork home for our so called CIP cum learning journey(shit forgot wat is the home called).The home is filled with old senior citizen of cos....they conquer the whole land can.....well.. when we reach there we seperate our self into 3 groups,mix gender and race? my group had been assigned to the first floor area which seem like their canteen.It was very veryyyyyy hard to communicate with them...i cant try to speak but only can hear and act attentive lol...tried to feed one old man which seeeeem like blind=.= or really blind.need to have the food to touch his lip then he will open his mouth to eat.They were all seem very "poor thing" cant imagin how i will be like when i am as old as them @.@ .
i seem to useless there...walk here and there dont know how to go forward to help those old ppl...!!..
The tag box will be all cleared be sure to tag me!!!!!
alright..... let me stop here,i will continue 2morrow XD
YAY labour day!!slp slp slack slack yay!!!! ....T.T
Its always wat i predicted.........haiz.......
your love is only my imagination... at 5:14 PM
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Monday, March 23, 2009
Hi everyone,
Due to the lack of reader from my view...i gonna stop my blog for the time being......
Being not able to write interesting/funny/worth reading post,i felt"let down" for those who really do read my blog.....of cos due to the lack of attention of people,i dont have the will to write a good one....this gonna be my last post.....
Today was a wonderful day.....without fail the same routine in school life just repeat over and over again......i had become senseless for lesson......cant listen nor look attentively in lesson......i am fading its value when each black and white movie repeats itself over and over again.....i had become a useless human being...failed to be human.i cant find the meaning of living...what do i live for?...why am i born in this world?.......there simply no meaning for my existent.if my existent slowly disappear...i bet no one will even notice...But i am strongly attached to this world unable to separate myself from this world.Is it means that i am living just for the sake of myself?
no.......i no want this,i wanna live for the sake of other's,not myself...i am unable to find all the special bond that i used to have,while losing i gain nothing.......soon,long enough i will turn to a zombie killing others for the sake of myself........
Can i have those who read my blog to tag? It may even determine my future.......
Dear blog,bye and have a wonderful long vacation...........
Sometime a thing that seem exist may not be there.......
Due to the lack of reader from my view...i gonna stop my blog for the time being......
Being not able to write interesting/funny/worth reading post,i felt"let down" for those who really do read my blog.....of cos due to the lack of attention of people,i dont have the will to write a good one....this gonna be my last post.....
Today was a wonderful day.....without fail the same routine in school life just repeat over and over again......i had become senseless for lesson......cant listen nor look attentively in lesson......i am fading its value when each black and white movie repeats itself over and over again.....i had become a useless human being...failed to be human.i cant find the meaning of living...what do i live for?...why am i born in this world?.......there simply no meaning for my existent.if my existent slowly disappear...i bet no one will even notice...But i am strongly attached to this world unable to separate myself from this world.Is it means that i am living just for the sake of myself?
no.......i no want this,i wanna live for the sake of other's,not myself...i am unable to find all the special bond that i used to have,while losing i gain nothing.......soon,long enough i will turn to a zombie killing others for the sake of myself........
Can i have those who read my blog to tag? It may even determine my future.......
Dear blog,bye and have a wonderful long vacation...........
Sometime a thing that seem exist may not be there.......
your love is only my imagination... at 7:15 PM
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Thursday, March 19, 2009
YAWN...Yawn...yawn...
soooooooo wu liao leh........cos got so many holiday homework piled up....dont have the feeling to do it leh.....how leh u all tell me HOWHowhow...2morrow suppose to have chinese extra lesson,but its was cancel!!!why auntie fish why!! lol...=.=my stupid cousin is despo in changing me=.=so despo that...........~ but too bad i am quite a stubborn personXDthis is just an extra post..i suppose to be not blogging for this week.......but just wanna blog lol..
原来my favorite food is grape!!!XD
soooooooo wu liao leh........cos got so many holiday homework piled up....dont have the feeling to do it leh.....how leh u all tell me HOWHowhow...2morrow suppose to have chinese extra lesson,but its was cancel!!!why auntie fish why!! lol...=.=my stupid cousin is despo in changing me=.=so despo that...........~ but too bad i am quite a stubborn personXDthis is just an extra post..i suppose to be not blogging for this week.......but just wanna blog lol..
原来my favorite food is grape!!!XD
your love is only my imagination... at 8:11 PM
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Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Hi everyone XD
Its been a time since i last blogged...........i am Having a HUGE *hangover* from those boredness,i think i am getting used to this kind of life/torture*Come on bring me more time!*.i had been drown by time,had been run over by time,right now i am feeling *numb*.
Had been daydreaming from day to day,sleeping from night to night.This dont feel quite right...its like i am living in the dead,running away from the truth,feeling like living inside someone's body,cant break free.....
I cant feel any real care or love from anyone,not even in those that i am close with,not even from my parent......................................pretty sad............
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ming:wu liao la u =.=
Huan huan: u like noname or xiao wu de....xiao huan =.=
Eunice:kya kya kya~ kk class blog XD
Aiin:XD
Sleepboi:i am not dead just half dead...
Isaac:alright i blogged now happy?XD
Its been a time since i last blogged...........i am Having a HUGE *hangover* from those boredness,i think i am getting used to this kind of life/torture*Come on bring me more time!*.i had been drown by time,had been run over by time,right now i am feeling *numb*.
Had been daydreaming from day to day,sleeping from night to night.This dont feel quite right...its like i am living in the dead,running away from the truth,feeling like living inside someone's body,cant break free.....
I cant feel any real care or love from anyone,not even in those that i am close with,not even from my parent......................................pretty sad............
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ming:wu liao la u =.=
Huan huan: u like noname or xiao wu de....xiao huan =.=
Eunice:kya kya kya~ kk class blog XD
Aiin:XD
Sleepboi:i am not dead just half dead...
Isaac:alright i blogged now happy?XD
your love is only my imagination... at 7:13 PM
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Saturday, March 14, 2009
I not gonna blog for this week..unless i got feeling or things to write.....my writing streak is gone!......gonna stay locked in home for the 1 week..... and ROT and Rot and rot.....
I cant see the truth in me......
I cant see the truth in me......
your love is only my imagination... at 8:27 PM
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Friday, March 13, 2009
WEEEEEE today is blog 1month anniversary....lets celebrate~ lets follow the way of ji wei..let dance XD=.=
today was so so so not special....english was so bored...the morning assembly dragged till left 30min for english and end up only do file(ing) XD....then hated chinese,had a sudden compo test....teacher seem so suspicious so i write on the bao zhang bao dao =.= no time to finish..
勉强 any how end =.=...stupid giving out report card take away the last two period.... end up amath only have 1 period which is only half an hour.like nth is learn like that lo =.= kuku!!!
when mrs kok the principal came in at the last 2nd period,she want give out the stupid full attent collar pin(green apple) one by one and was like so formal for wat go there shake hand with form teacher take =.= so wu liao.... then after that star card the same..... then after that report card also the same =.= ABit..
Quite satisfy with my result which is the following:
English-grade 5 (C6)
Chinese-U(44/100) T.T
humanities-A1
A-math-A1
E-math-A1
combine science-A1
POA-A1
sai lol.....dont call me action for posting my result in my blog =.= if u dont like my way simply press the red box at the top right hand conner of this window
well... quite disappointed with my chinese but i am not doing anything to improve it...i must improve my english tooooo... and maintain the rest of the subject...since its just only CA1 when it reach prelim 1 i think i wont get such a good grade....
AFter school simply exchange the table that had not been changed then went for chinese extra lesson =.= yay its holiday...but i dont know i should be happy or not......i can slp as much as i can
but i will be bored with those weekday not going to school T.T 什么地狱 la.............................
Its time i should forget and forgive myself...............
today was so so so not special....english was so bored...the morning assembly dragged till left 30min for english and end up only do file(ing) XD....then hated chinese,had a sudden compo test....teacher seem so suspicious so i write on the bao zhang bao dao =.= no time to finish..
勉强 any how end =.=...stupid giving out report card take away the last two period.... end up amath only have 1 period which is only half an hour.like nth is learn like that lo =.= kuku!!!
when mrs kok the principal came in at the last 2nd period,she want give out the stupid full attent collar pin(green apple) one by one and was like so formal for wat go there shake hand with form teacher take =.= so wu liao.... then after that star card the same..... then after that report card also the same =.= ABit..
Quite satisfy with my result which is the following:
English-grade 5 (C6)
Chinese-U(44/100) T.T
humanities-A1
A-math-A1
E-math-A1
combine science-A1
POA-A1
sai lol.....dont call me action for posting my result in my blog =.= if u dont like my way simply press the red box at the top right hand conner of this window
well... quite disappointed with my chinese but i am not doing anything to improve it...i must improve my english tooooo... and maintain the rest of the subject...since its just only CA1 when it reach prelim 1 i think i wont get such a good grade....
AFter school simply exchange the table that had not been changed then went for chinese extra lesson =.= yay its holiday...but i dont know i should be happy or not......i can slp as much as i can
but i will be bored with those weekday not going to school T.T 什么地狱 la.............................
Its time i should forget and forgive myself...............
your love is only my imagination... at 7:58 PM
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Thursday, March 12, 2009
chao lan...... my energy is used up on the stupid hard laugh today =.= kuku
Today had assembly in the school hall...the band was performing for us...make meeee dam slpy and make my stomach have massive pain,the vibration from the music was running inside my body and causing my to feel pain sensation of pain.
Today's lesson was hell bored...feeling sleepy and convert my haper active energy to wide awake mode.didnt really concentrate on the lesson.*skipskipskip*
Almost time to end the morintoring,i leaked out my emotion carelessly and was triggered by jeff =.= by a stupid sentence "八月十五吃 ba zhang".i burst out lauging like i nv did be4 =.= tear was forced out from my eye by the intensive squeezing of muscle of my face.phew lucky that didnt last long if not i gonna laugh dying there =.= my stomach was painful,my face was tired ,i was unable to stop it =.=
sian 2morrow need stay back for chinese and going to take back repot card =.=and maybe also stay back for poa? =.= after 2morrow its the 1 week break.......not planning to go to sentosa with the whole class because...................................................................................
i am feeling unimportant,someone let me keep some promise/secret please...
Today had assembly in the school hall...the band was performing for us...make meeee dam slpy and make my stomach have massive pain,the vibration from the music was running inside my body and causing my to feel pain sensation of pain.
Today's lesson was hell bored...feeling sleepy and convert my haper active energy to wide awake mode.didnt really concentrate on the lesson.*skipskipskip*
Almost time to end the morintoring,i leaked out my emotion carelessly and was triggered by jeff =.= by a stupid sentence "八月十五吃 ba zhang".i burst out lauging like i nv did be4 =.= tear was forced out from my eye by the intensive squeezing of muscle of my face.phew lucky that didnt last long if not i gonna laugh dying there =.= my stomach was painful,my face was tired ,i was unable to stop it =.=
sian 2morrow need stay back for chinese and going to take back repot card =.=and maybe also stay back for poa? =.= after 2morrow its the 1 week break.......not planning to go to sentosa with the whole class because...................................................................................
i am feeling unimportant,someone let me keep some promise/secret please...
your love is only my imagination... at 7:52 PM
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Wednesday, March 11, 2009
helllo Everyone.XD
I had been feeling weaker and weaker each day goes by physically =.= maybe one day i will just collapse?nah~ this wont happen.
Yestherday the class had a change over of table and chair(if im not wrong).Its absolutly wasting of time and money...not just that new table and chair isnt in better condition then the old ones,some of them are simply lower quality then the old one =.= its expected to be since its made from china XD(no offend chinaXD)the only advantage of the new table and chair was....it just added some colours to the overview of the class thats all=.=
A collar pin was gave to everyone of the class of eagle...its a picture of an eagle.To be honest that pin doesnt have any meaning(nice thou) to me but it sybolise class of eagle.Unless every classes have their own class collar pin its will be interesting XD
Today was very tired........run my 2.4km and failed it once again.....pretty funny.. ran 14.46min last weak and failed 6 sec,today i run 14.15 and failed 5sec ftw...=.=isnt it stupid XDtoday lesson was a crap...most of the time i spend it in daydreaming lol...Chinese teacher want us do chinese blog...i no want!!!! i dont know how to write properly.....cant get feeling while writing chinese T.T
Haiz think i just stop here no wanna write any longer......
Dont look here if not i cant take my eye off u!!!
I had been feeling weaker and weaker each day goes by physically =.= maybe one day i will just collapse?nah~ this wont happen.
Yestherday the class had a change over of table and chair(if im not wrong).Its absolutly wasting of time and money...not just that new table and chair isnt in better condition then the old ones,some of them are simply lower quality then the old one =.= its expected to be since its made from china XD(no offend chinaXD)the only advantage of the new table and chair was....it just added some colours to the overview of the class thats all=.=
A collar pin was gave to everyone of the class of eagle...its a picture of an eagle.To be honest that pin doesnt have any meaning(nice thou) to me but it sybolise class of eagle.Unless every classes have their own class collar pin its will be interesting XD
Today was very tired........run my 2.4km and failed it once again.....pretty funny.. ran 14.46min last weak and failed 6 sec,today i run 14.15 and failed 5sec ftw...=.=isnt it stupid XDtoday lesson was a crap...most of the time i spend it in daydreaming lol...Chinese teacher want us do chinese blog...i no want!!!! i dont know how to write properly.....cant get feeling while writing chinese T.T
Haiz think i just stop here no wanna write any longer......
Dont look here if not i cant take my eye off u!!!
your love is only my imagination... at 8:19 PM
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Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Hi everyone...Hi^10 to those who had been visiting my blog... had been thinking emotional lately....(Read it Slowly specially the star paragraph...)
my Everydays life was like a old t.v showing a boring,black and white show.....even i am looking down at myself.....i was always thinking...why cant i be like those others,想做就去做,why am i always so gutless to do anything that is beyond my prediction.....why......why cant i accpet other's help..why am i always acting so strong while i am crying on the inside...i had been thinking about this for a long long long time,why am i like this....is it really means when a big incident that affect my life happen then i will change? or isit just temproraily?or isit permanent...?Even myself cant understand myself...why does i always have to be cheerful everytime in school...maybe i am afraid of those who will care and disturb me...i am really "worry-afraid" those who say"are u ok?" WHY AM I SO WEIRD....i seem hopeless.....
(STAR)*Please....to those who read this.......dont comment/discuss or even mention about my blog infront of me,i cant answer properly when someone hit(ed) my depression point which is about my deepest weak point which is on top of this paragraph...if u insist i may just ignore u...
Writing about it is easy but talking about it face to face...i cant manage.
MSN is ok if u are really interested,but still i wont really answer everything very truthfully...
Did hope i made that decision 1st but not u.At least i get a stiff answer...but its all over......
my Everydays life was like a old t.v showing a boring,black and white show.....even i am looking down at myself.....i was always thinking...why cant i be like those others,想做就去做,why am i always so gutless to do anything that is beyond my prediction.....why......why cant i accpet other's help..why am i always acting so strong while i am crying on the inside...i had been thinking about this for a long long long time,why am i like this....is it really means when a big incident that affect my life happen then i will change? or isit just temproraily?or isit permanent...?Even myself cant understand myself...why does i always have to be cheerful everytime in school...maybe i am afraid of those who will care and disturb me...i am really "worry-afraid" those who say"are u ok?" WHY AM I SO WEIRD....i seem hopeless.....
(STAR)*Please....to those who read this.......dont comment/discuss or even mention about my blog infront of me,i cant answer properly when someone hit(ed) my depression point which is about my deepest weak point which is on top of this paragraph...if u insist i may just ignore u...
Writing about it is easy but talking about it face to face...i cant manage.
MSN is ok if u are really interested,but still i wont really answer everything very truthfully...
Did hope i made that decision 1st but not u.At least i get a stiff answer...but its all over......
your love is only my imagination... at 9:37 PM
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Monday, March 9, 2009
weehooo today tired siol...
Yestherday about 2am then slp 5pm jiu need wake up=.=....feeling abit dizzy and sleepy~right now i am toooooo tired to feel tired lol...
So hows my day?
I only can say today was not a very fine day,excluding of the weather,i had been feeling abit sad....or maybe depress?phew lucky teacher didnt give any homework..if not i had to keep forcing myself to do it....
Today as usual,lesson-listen *stare* and write......after school gone for the morintoring.Today's morintoring was the most bored ever....eventhought new ppl had joined,the morintoring system is getting BIGGER =.=
My eye have been veri itchy lately...veri pekcek =.=rub untill like eye want come out lol and the more i rub the more itchy it get,the more i dont rub the itchy it get too help! lol.think gonna stop here i gonna bath and force myself to sleep if not................................................................................!!
EDITED:i seem to be in contact with flu WHO THE HECK PASS the flu virus to me.....=.= maybe jeff..............=.=RAWR
Your smile lead to my satisfaction/contentment
Yestherday about 2am then slp 5pm jiu need wake up=.=....feeling abit dizzy and sleepy~right now i am toooooo tired to feel tired lol...
So hows my day?
I only can say today was not a very fine day,excluding of the weather,i had been feeling abit sad....or maybe depress?phew lucky teacher didnt give any homework..if not i had to keep forcing myself to do it....
Today as usual,lesson-listen *stare* and write......after school gone for the morintoring.Today's morintoring was the most bored ever....eventhought new ppl had joined,the morintoring system is getting BIGGER =.=
My eye have been veri itchy lately...veri pekcek =.=rub untill like eye want come out lol and the more i rub the more itchy it get,the more i dont rub the itchy it get too help! lol.think gonna stop here i gonna bath and force myself to sleep if not................................................................................!!
EDITED:i seem to be in contact with flu WHO THE HECK PASS the flu virus to me.....=.= maybe jeff..............=.=RAWR
Your smile lead to my satisfaction/contentment
your love is only my imagination... at 7:29 PM
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Sunday, March 8, 2009
wooohooooo today didnt get torture by madness boredomXD but is being processed by my hw mood mode XD keep doing my chinese untill about 3.30pm on the computer =.=......then chat chat chat then copy copy copy jiu 6pm liao =.=whoa so fast lol..then eat my dinner XD then after that too full to move then watch t.v......then do some math hw till now.......and thats the end going to pack my bag and then slp...pack my bag will be about 30min-1h? XD
And and and dont spam my cbox...currenly one is being banned for 1week XD if u like to spam keep trying i will make it ban forever XD
Theres aways a time when somethings go wrong
And and and dont spam my cbox...currenly one is being banned for 1week XD if u like to spam keep trying i will make it ban forever XD
Theres aways a time when somethings go wrong
your love is only my imagination... at 9:51 PM
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Saturday, March 7, 2009
ABIT~
Today was soo boring.............its like staring for the computer doing nothing for 5hr=.= nth much happen today...wake up at about 12noon,then open computer then go to the kitchen to grab the morning breakfast meal from the dinner table lol...then after eating,when online my msn find some ppl to chat.....it didnt last long so all the conversation window is closed and went to my boring mode..went into the internet and scan everywhere around the internet,i found nth interesting...
Then my father came back =.= bring back gaint pineapple giant coconut and miniature flower crab =.= ALL OF THEN ARE GM(genetically modified) FOOD OMG! lol...father open a coconut for me....the juice was like ftw so many =.= its was like 1.5little =.= too bad the GM pineapple is half spoiled lol...only manage to get half of it up for eatingDX veri sweet and huge =.= taste like pesticide XD lol...then watch my father boil the crabXD so jealous of the crab......they are able to enjoy the extra hot bath be4 it die =.=
Then after that i found a psp game in the internet,downloaded it and played it abit-quite fun....its called"phantasy star portable" then now leh my psp is low in energy,charging.
but still feeling abit =.= cos got chinese homework to do......one chinese homework is like 3piece of math hw=.=hate my chinese why so lousy!!!!!=.= Haiz no mood to be hardworking....hope that feeling of hardwork come back fast if not i not gonna make it...........
I promise not to forget you.............
Today was soo boring.............its like staring for the computer doing nothing for 5hr=.= nth much happen today...wake up at about 12noon,then open computer then go to the kitchen to grab the morning breakfast meal from the dinner table lol...then after eating,when online my msn find some ppl to chat.....it didnt last long so all the conversation window is closed and went to my boring mode..went into the internet and scan everywhere around the internet,i found nth interesting...
Then my father came back =.= bring back gaint pineapple giant coconut and miniature flower crab =.= ALL OF THEN ARE GM(genetically modified) FOOD OMG! lol...father open a coconut for me....the juice was like ftw so many =.= its was like 1.5little =.= too bad the GM pineapple is half spoiled lol...only manage to get half of it up for eatingDX veri sweet and huge =.= taste like pesticide XD lol...then watch my father boil the crabXD so jealous of the crab......they are able to enjoy the extra hot bath be4 it die =.=
Then after that i found a psp game in the internet,downloaded it and played it abit-quite fun....its called"phantasy star portable" then now leh my psp is low in energy,charging.
but still feeling abit =.= cos got chinese homework to do......one chinese homework is like 3piece of math hw=.=hate my chinese why so lousy!!!!!=.= Haiz no mood to be hardworking....hope that feeling of hardwork come back fast if not i not gonna make it...........
I promise not to forget you.............
your love is only my imagination... at 7:25 PM
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Friday, March 6, 2009
Yawn bored~
Today think that i can go home quite early but end up leave school at about 4pm =.=......i admitte that today i had been acting strangly for the first few lesson.
Today,Friday, lesson end as early as 12.35pm but after lesson...went straight to chinese extra lesson......for those who fail chinese =.=!!!!when chinese, xiao b and her fren become delivery girl,come deliver food that is prepared by suhadah's sisterXDthank you suhadah de sister lol...we got alot alot of extra boxes of food so we went back with mdn you to the staff room and distribute them to the teachers XD miss ho,misses chua,mr oh,mr ravin,miss han, and some more i think...and and we also gave it to MR SOH XD and of cos mdn you also take one box.
Well....the food doesnt fit my taste very well but i still manage to eat all up XD cant waste the hardwork of her sister and cant waste food =.= naughty issac told me he throw away......make me abit @.@ at him but didnt show or do anything to him =.=
Then went back class to attent for my stupid poa extra lesson!!!wor so few ppl =.= only 4-7 poa student were not attenting.....those have cca go for their cca and end up only less then 10 student inside the class =.= poa extra lesson like no lesson =.= only done alot alot alot of file(ing) and do some chicken feet poa work =.=
AFter poa leh huan huan stay back abit for his composition writingXD so gao siao he write dao =.= its more like dairy then narrative writing =.= and he wrote "sitted" and "eated"=.= dots!!!And he like to use alot of "," dont like full stop =.=. lol.. then after he finish,he when ahead to put the compo into misses chua's pigion hole, i went to meet xiao ge and jeff that is playing chess in school...then see them play and wait for huan huan and we all went out to the school together lol..=.=
Oh such a long time didnt take bus home with xiao ge and huan huan XD always stay back in school =.= in bus xiao ge tell me yestherday how "bian tai"(pervert) he is XD so wu liao =.= kuku XD gonna post 2morrow again, hope 2morrow dont ever come kuku with me.... and sunday please cancel it away....
All alone in the darkness,
I learned the meaning of my tears.
I've stepped forward to the place I wish for,
Yet I didn't want to hurt anyone.
本当の私なんて 誰も分からないけど
ここにいるから 待っているから
君だけは気つ"いて
(Hontou no watashi ga ite daremo wakaranai kedo
Koko ni iru kara matte iru kara
Kimi dake wa kitzuite)
Today think that i can go home quite early but end up leave school at about 4pm =.=......i admitte that today i had been acting strangly for the first few lesson.
Today,Friday, lesson end as early as 12.35pm but after lesson...went straight to chinese extra lesson......for those who fail chinese =.=!!!!when chinese, xiao b and her fren become delivery girl,come deliver food that is prepared by suhadah's sisterXDthank you suhadah de sister lol...we got alot alot of extra boxes of food so we went back with mdn you to the staff room and distribute them to the teachers XD miss ho,misses chua,mr oh,mr ravin,miss han, and some more i think...and and we also gave it to MR SOH XD and of cos mdn you also take one box.
Well....the food doesnt fit my taste very well but i still manage to eat all up XD cant waste the hardwork of her sister and cant waste food =.= naughty issac told me he throw away......make me abit @.@ at him but didnt show or do anything to him =.=
Then went back class to attent for my stupid poa extra lesson!!!wor so few ppl =.= only 4-7 poa student were not attenting.....those have cca go for their cca and end up only less then 10 student inside the class =.= poa extra lesson like no lesson =.= only done alot alot alot of file(ing) and do some chicken feet poa work =.=
AFter poa leh huan huan stay back abit for his composition writingXD so gao siao he write dao =.= its more like dairy then narrative writing =.= and he wrote "sitted" and "eated"=.= dots!!!And he like to use alot of "," dont like full stop =.=. lol.. then after he finish,he when ahead to put the compo into misses chua's pigion hole, i went to meet xiao ge and jeff that is playing chess in school...then see them play and wait for huan huan and we all went out to the school together lol..=.=
Oh such a long time didnt take bus home with xiao ge and huan huan XD always stay back in school =.= in bus xiao ge tell me yestherday how "bian tai"(pervert) he is XD so wu liao =.= kuku XD gonna post 2morrow again, hope 2morrow dont ever come kuku with me.... and sunday please cancel it away....
All alone in the darkness,
I learned the meaning of my tears.
I've stepped forward to the place I wish for,
Yet I didn't want to hurt anyone.
本当の私なんて 誰も分からないけど
ここにいるから 待っているから
君だけは気つ"いて
(Hontou no watashi ga ite daremo wakaranai kedo
Koko ni iru kara matte iru kara
Kimi dake wa kitzuite)
your love is only my imagination... at 7:50 PM
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Thursday, March 5, 2009
WEEEEEE this is the 20th post woot lol..
Posted for 19 day but this blog exist for 21 day =.= kuku... two day nv post can u guess it? haha lol...
Well today was quite a memorable day... had a class party after school in school lol...=.= cant said its a very successful party but its quite a funny one =.= after school we went to the canteen to settle down.Wait and Wait and Wait the food keep coming and coming and coming and keep piling and piling and piling XD and i keep sweating and sweating and sweating =.= then finally form teacher and co-form teacher came and(ahh forgot to mention one of the objective of the party was to celebrate those people that birthday has just gone)the cake was lighted up,we sang the Brithday song XDDDD then they blow the candle =.=..... then some one cut the cake into many many many many many pieces.... so small cake =.= cut untill i no want eat lol!!went after the drinks pizza and small chicken drum which seem like chicken wing's drum =.= lol..
After eating, some of them were ordered to change to their t-shirt XD then went to the net ball court to play some games XDfirst game was pretty lame lol.. all stand on stupid branches(chair) and try to move around with the postion from the biggest to the smallest by month.....pretty lame but funny one by one move here and there =.= keep kanna grabbed and have thousands of time almost drop down lol....one ppl want to fall down the others will grab him back XD
After that is the water bomb activity XD which is so lol =.= number being called and went out to grab some water bag and throw at each other.....so WA LAU i hit no one even thou its so close range =.= it seem i lost touch of my throwing skill =.=....then the last round was like a water bomb war XD water bag was putted everywhere and once it start we had to go pick it up and throw at anything/anyone XD and farking miss =.=wat the heck!!!!!
Then we went back canteen to collect our goodie bagXDwander how syazwana came out with all this idea...too bad shes wasnt given much respect,if not this party is really gonna be a success and fun...........then stay back abit at the libaray and then do some ss hw then went back home=.= and stranger from our school hi to me for no reason =.= crazy
OMG right now my sister found out that i am writing a blog shit!!!! =.= help me i no want my sister to know my blog =.= wa lau.....didnt told her my blog site but she said she can find de ftw!!!!noooooooooooooooooooooo=.=.... let just end this right now for today...
I hope i can see a brighter day tomorrow
Posted for 19 day but this blog exist for 21 day =.= kuku... two day nv post can u guess it? haha lol...
Well today was quite a memorable day... had a class party after school in school lol...=.= cant said its a very successful party but its quite a funny one =.= after school we went to the canteen to settle down.Wait and Wait and Wait the food keep coming and coming and coming and keep piling and piling and piling XD and i keep sweating and sweating and sweating =.= then finally form teacher and co-form teacher came and(ahh forgot to mention one of the objective of the party was to celebrate those people that birthday has just gone)the cake was lighted up,we sang the Brithday song XDDDD then they blow the candle =.=..... then some one cut the cake into many many many many many pieces.... so small cake =.= cut untill i no want eat lol!!went after the drinks pizza and small chicken drum which seem like chicken wing's drum =.= lol..
After eating, some of them were ordered to change to their t-shirt XD then went to the net ball court to play some games XDfirst game was pretty lame lol.. all stand on stupid branches(chair) and try to move around with the postion from the biggest to the smallest by month.....pretty lame but funny one by one move here and there =.= keep kanna grabbed and have thousands of time almost drop down lol....one ppl want to fall down the others will grab him back XD
After that is the water bomb activity XD which is so lol =.= number being called and went out to grab some water bag and throw at each other.....so WA LAU i hit no one even thou its so close range =.= it seem i lost touch of my throwing skill =.=....then the last round was like a water bomb war XD water bag was putted everywhere and once it start we had to go pick it up and throw at anything/anyone XD and farking miss =.=wat the heck!!!!!
Then we went back canteen to collect our goodie bagXDwander how syazwana came out with all this idea...too bad shes wasnt given much respect,if not this party is really gonna be a success and fun...........then stay back abit at the libaray and then do some ss hw then went back home=.= and stranger from our school hi to me for no reason =.= crazy
OMG right now my sister found out that i am writing a blog shit!!!! =.= help me i no want my sister to know my blog =.= wa lau.....didnt told her my blog site but she said she can find de ftw!!!!noooooooooooooooooooooo=.=.... let just end this right now for today...
I hope i can see a brighter day tomorrow
your love is only my imagination... at 8:04 PM
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Wednesday, March 4, 2009
WAHOOOO~~~lol....today was so woooot lol...actually nothing much XD today abit abit high nia^^wish everyday can be like that lol..
haizzz today was pretty.........normal.....lesson was so-so,English was ok.....P.E!!!!kuku de XD 2.4km,run 1 round-run/walk 1 round-walk/run 1 round still can get 14.46 sec =.= which is a fail by 6 sec =.= kuku de nvmXD i know i can get a pass in the real 2.4km can liao XD S.S was a total crap....done stupid SBQ correct just copy ans lol..not listening to wat shes saying.then physic =.= hes like teaching how to answer question then telling the concept of the topic =.= Then was chinese...Hate it veri much cos cos cos cos ask us do high quality bao zhang bao dao.... kuku!!Last lesson of the day amath...which extented to 2h lesson =.= even thou its tired but i prefer amath XD
After school leh is 4.30 liao =.=then when to the kuku place to do my homework and etc....i want library~=.=i want the air-con lol...gone into library and do my hw for 15min and then close =.= then do do do manage to do finish only my amath and english hw =.=...
Then of cos i went home straight away.....thats wat (a going to be) hikikomori will do........
Leave u with a small lame quote lol...
Kuku will always survive unless its in the bottom of the well
haizzz today was pretty.........normal.....lesson was so-so,English was ok.....P.E!!!!kuku de XD 2.4km,run 1 round-run/walk 1 round-walk/run 1 round still can get 14.46 sec =.= which is a fail by 6 sec =.= kuku de nvmXD i know i can get a pass in the real 2.4km can liao XD S.S was a total crap....done stupid SBQ correct just copy ans lol..not listening to wat shes saying.then physic =.= hes like teaching how to answer question then telling the concept of the topic =.= Then was chinese...Hate it veri much cos cos cos cos ask us do high quality bao zhang bao dao.... kuku!!Last lesson of the day amath...which extented to 2h lesson =.= even thou its tired but i prefer amath XD
After school leh is 4.30 liao =.=then when to the kuku place to do my homework and etc....i want library~=.=i want the air-con lol...gone into library and do my hw for 15min and then close =.= then do do do manage to do finish only my amath and english hw =.=...
Then of cos i went home straight away.....thats wat (a going to be) hikikomori will do........
Leave u with a small lame quote lol...
Kuku will always survive unless its in the bottom of the well
your love is only my imagination... at 9:00 PM
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Tuesday, March 3, 2009
KUKU~ almost fail to post my blog =.=...
I was playing this game called sudden attack....it was said to be the most popular fps game in korea =.=....seem pretty like the CS(counter strike) i saw when i was in a lan shop a few yearS ago lol.....well....i was pretty addicted with that game lol!!!=.= sai shoot here and there veri -.- ...keep dying then not happy...dont know why i cant kill people even thou my bullet have been hitting that enemy's leg XD kuku game XD good game for me to spend my free time on lol!!!but must avoid it during my busy day XD see lah play untill almost forgot blog tootpick me=.=
lalala~ today didnt rain as heavy,lesson was suxy nothing really happen....After school stayed back in school to do homework XD....found out that my Ideal climate temperature was about 16-20 degree,best temperature for a perfect relaxXD.Today didnt feel anger nor frustration which is a good thing XD
Today ah ppl keep asking me how to do question that is linked to math XD feel so fun to be teaching them lol...but dont keep asking me how to do this and that when i am busy doing my work =.=
I think i will end this post....no want think anymore i wanna slp!!! its 11pm liao =.= tired already 2morrow will be a long day so i must prepare!!!
Ciao~
I am not gonna mistaken and misunderstood it.......
I was playing this game called sudden attack....it was said to be the most popular fps game in korea =.=....seem pretty like the CS(counter strike) i saw when i was in a lan shop a few yearS ago lol.....well....i was pretty addicted with that game lol!!!=.= sai shoot here and there veri -.- ...keep dying then not happy...dont know why i cant kill people even thou my bullet have been hitting that enemy's leg XD kuku game XD good game for me to spend my free time on lol!!!but must avoid it during my busy day XD see lah play untill almost forgot blog tootpick me=.=
lalala~ today didnt rain as heavy,lesson was suxy nothing really happen....After school stayed back in school to do homework XD....found out that my Ideal climate temperature was about 16-20 degree,best temperature for a perfect relaxXD.Today didnt feel anger nor frustration which is a good thing XD
Today ah ppl keep asking me how to do question that is linked to math XD feel so fun to be teaching them lol...but dont keep asking me how to do this and that when i am busy doing my work =.=
I think i will end this post....no want think anymore i wanna slp!!! its 11pm liao =.= tired already 2morrow will be a long day so i must prepare!!!
Ciao~
I am not gonna mistaken and misunderstood it.......
your love is only my imagination... at 10:42 PM
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Monday, March 2, 2009
HAllO Heeeelllo~
XD today has beeen raining HARD with HARD lighting.Abit high after school lol..
Woot my S.S paper get 12/18 which is a good improvement happy^^........but...english only get 13/25 which is a just pass =.= sadT.T tot that my english will at least get a B..... but end up not roar!!!Today's lesson was like always sit,concentrate,talk,listen and learn =.= then after school when for my amath re-test..not that i fail just that my teacher said if re-test get higher then the first test she will take the re-test mark XD but the re-test is harder and weirder in someways...
After re-test already almost 5pm...when down to the "monitoring gatherer" place XD done only a half an hour worth emath homework...
The rain was pouring hard...the lighting was striking hard...the band was drumming hard=.=
i experience a full 2 sec blackout when the nearest loudest lighting struck....it looks like its just infront of me=.=then so stupid =.= those express classes,fren of xue ming is acting abit like idoit =.=abit cant stand it....Today wasnt a busy dayXDable to slack abit lol...
And and jeff =.= why u got basketball siol.. ur xiao b keep coming to ask me question =.= u kuku de lol...XDmaybe not that many time lah lol..
Went home half-alone back by bus...it looks like a long journey because every stand the bus stop, its like waiting for a person at 500m to come =.=This is the end of my post XD short and sweet XD lol...
Emotions and Feeling isnt easy to control nor easy to get rid of......
XD today has beeen raining HARD with HARD lighting.Abit high after school lol..
Woot my S.S paper get 12/18 which is a good improvement happy^^........but...english only get 13/25 which is a just pass =.= sadT.T tot that my english will at least get a B..... but end up not roar!!!Today's lesson was like always sit,concentrate,talk,listen and learn =.= then after school when for my amath re-test..not that i fail just that my teacher said if re-test get higher then the first test she will take the re-test mark XD but the re-test is harder and weirder in someways...
After re-test already almost 5pm...when down to the "monitoring gatherer" place XD done only a half an hour worth emath homework...
The rain was pouring hard...the lighting was striking hard...the band was drumming hard=.=
i experience a full 2 sec blackout when the nearest loudest lighting struck....it looks like its just infront of me=.=then so stupid =.= those express classes,fren of xue ming is acting abit like idoit =.=abit cant stand it....Today wasnt a busy dayXDable to slack abit lol...
And and jeff =.= why u got basketball siol.. ur xiao b keep coming to ask me question =.= u kuku de lol...XDmaybe not that many time lah lol..
Went home half-alone back by bus...it looks like a long journey because every stand the bus stop, its like waiting for a person at 500m to come =.=This is the end of my post XD short and sweet XD lol...
Emotions and Feeling isnt easy to control nor easy to get rid of......
your love is only my imagination... at 7:17 PM
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Sunday, March 1, 2009
Today gonna post about...
NOTHING yeah u SAW IT ITS NOTHING....i have
been torture By the time so i not gonna write
anything....T.T
Time is a torturing machine.......
NOTHING yeah u SAW IT ITS NOTHING....i have
been torture By the time so i not gonna write
anything....T.T
Time is a torturing machine.......
your love is only my imagination... at 8:02 PM
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Saturday, February 28, 2009
Today is saturday ....
saturday saturday i hate u because u are linked to sunday.......i hate u sunday sunday because when u come i going to go throught a hellish boredom again... I had nth to write today cos today not a abit things happen...noooo i no want sunday i no want sunday...T.Ti dont want die from boredom....please someone blow away "sunday" for me please.....i beg u sunday...go away please.....
Why am i so corrupted...........
saturday saturday i hate u because u are linked to sunday.......i hate u sunday sunday because when u come i going to go throught a hellish boredom again... I had nth to write today cos today not a abit things happen...noooo i no want sunday i no want sunday...T.Ti dont want die from boredom....please someone blow away "sunday" for me please.....i beg u sunday...go away please.....
Why am i so corrupted...........
your love is only my imagination... at 8:21 PM
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Friday, February 27, 2009
SAY~......
Today school is like "wat the heck just happen" and "feeling so lonely"........
Today was a specially short school day for me....didnt stay back in school cause today morintoring had a off day =.=...but still...i need to go for chinese extra lesson....for about 1h+++ after school...then after that when back home alone....then went to sleep...
WAT TEH HECK? SO SHORT?........yea.... Today dont wanna write abit in detail..abit no mood?maybe?
Do i seem to be veri cheerful in class?
well that wont last long...its not long untill i stop being so cheerful...i am tired of it.....
There’s nothing I can do............
Today school is like "wat the heck just happen" and "feeling so lonely"........
Today was a specially short school day for me....didnt stay back in school cause today morintoring had a off day =.=...but still...i need to go for chinese extra lesson....for about 1h+++ after school...then after that when back home alone....then went to sleep...
WAT TEH HECK? SO SHORT?........yea.... Today dont wanna write abit in detail..abit no mood?maybe?
Do i seem to be veri cheerful in class?
well that wont last long...its not long untill i stop being so cheerful...i am tired of it.....
There’s nothing I can do............
your love is only my imagination... at 7:43 PM
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Thursday, February 26, 2009
YO~
Abit thursday ITS rainning Straight for 4 days.... abit sad the earth is crying.. the earth is dying.... GREEN PROTECTION PLEASE!!!Everyone use the 3R:reduce reuse recycle!!!!thats the least u can do for the earth,dont let earth die plz if not we gonna live in mars =.= then we will abit suffer...rebuild this and that and then next^50 generation then can have a good life,then abit hard to find water to drink then ,need grow plant for oxygen, and etc XD be4 we started all this activity in rebuilding we will lack of oxygen,water and food and die XD
Abit same same ah today really bored and bored and bored...can bored untill emotionless =.= too bored untill no feeling...sian la school library abit sux lol... cant understand the story book i borrowed =.=the story book was soooo detail untill i forgot wat happen when its actually talking veri detail about that =.= hate this kind of story book...
lessons was so-so...physic was abit unclear =.= theres still many theory i wanna ask but later teacher abit sad dont know how to answer...well i dont think the theory will come out in exam..but but but i still wanna know to get into clear-er concept......but to be truthful..i think mr see can teach much better then mr oh....NO OFFEND!!!XD E-math lesson was a joke... mr ravin teach us how to draw possibility table....then do some testing on some possible question...he abit dont know how to see the table and we end up teaching him =.= Chem was so lame didnt wanna go into it, but its gooddd~lol everyone will have a sweet next chem lesson XD i shall not talk about the other lesson that i miss out XD
After school,(same as this few day) stayed back in school,slacked abit at the first 2-3 hours...played chess in school then went out school eat mac(with jeff and jun ze) then walk-run to school with the heavy-not rain. XD ABIT(jun ze) was worrying...scare when he reach school then saw mr ravin at (outside the library) knowing him gone missing XD went in school abit wet.....then omg~ XD jun ze abit sad DX mr ravin was there waiting XD he think of a little plan and went up 2nd floor and go down from the lab block to prevent mr ravin from knowning the truth =.= so bloody joker...and and and jun ze have the power to turn words into joke =.=... a simple and unfunny words can come out from his mouth and appear to be funny =.= he abit not rich in expression but thats the key that makes him a funny person =.=
then at school chiong some chinese =.=but didnt even finish off half of it....still got amath and english homework to do.. i think i blogged long enough =.= i will stop here... the amout of time i blog = the time i write in the post - the time the post is up
its 8.58pm now XD
Dont leave me alone....i am scared.............
Abit thursday ITS rainning Straight for 4 days.... abit sad the earth is crying.. the earth is dying.... GREEN PROTECTION PLEASE!!!Everyone use the 3R:reduce reuse recycle!!!!thats the least u can do for the earth,dont let earth die plz if not we gonna live in mars =.= then we will abit suffer...rebuild this and that and then next^50 generation then can have a good life,then abit hard to find water to drink then ,need grow plant for oxygen, and etc XD be4 we started all this activity in rebuilding we will lack of oxygen,water and food and die XD
Abit same same ah today really bored and bored and bored...can bored untill emotionless =.= too bored untill no feeling...sian la school library abit sux lol... cant understand the story book i borrowed =.=the story book was soooo detail untill i forgot wat happen when its actually talking veri detail about that =.= hate this kind of story book...
lessons was so-so...physic was abit unclear =.= theres still many theory i wanna ask but later teacher abit sad dont know how to answer...well i dont think the theory will come out in exam..but but but i still wanna know to get into clear-er concept......but to be truthful..i think mr see can teach much better then mr oh....NO OFFEND!!!XD E-math lesson was a joke... mr ravin teach us how to draw possibility table....then do some testing on some possible question...he abit dont know how to see the table and we end up teaching him =.= Chem was so lame didnt wanna go into it, but its gooddd~lol everyone will have a sweet next chem lesson XD i shall not talk about the other lesson that i miss out XD
After school,(same as this few day) stayed back in school,slacked abit at the first 2-3 hours...played chess in school then went out school eat mac(with jeff and jun ze) then walk-run to school with the heavy-not rain. XD ABIT(jun ze) was worrying...scare when he reach school then saw mr ravin at (outside the library) knowing him gone missing XD went in school abit wet.....then omg~ XD jun ze abit sad DX mr ravin was there waiting XD he think of a little plan and went up 2nd floor and go down from the lab block to prevent mr ravin from knowning the truth =.= so bloody joker...and and and jun ze have the power to turn words into joke =.=... a simple and unfunny words can come out from his mouth and appear to be funny =.= he abit not rich in expression but thats the key that makes him a funny person =.=
then at school chiong some chinese =.=but didnt even finish off half of it....still got amath and english homework to do.. i think i blogged long enough =.= i will stop here... the amout of time i blog = the time i write in the post - the time the post is up
its 8.58pm now XD
Dont leave me alone....i am scared.............
your love is only my imagination... at 8:09 PM
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Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Hello minna~(everyone)
Today was was was still the same same same as the day be4 yestherday and yestherday....ITS RAINING MAO MAO AND GOU GOU(cats and dogs).abit ah why school always so boring....why why tell me why!!!.And WHY WHY WHY always no school i will miss school...WHY isit always this way =.=
So hows today?
today.....today lo nth much ba just lesson and lesson and lesson and study and study and study like shit =.= Hate p.e the most=.=.....Why always half last lap teacher like to say fake timing=.=...if i estimate the time for me to reach to the end its about 1.5min and she told me its only left about 50-1min so i end up stop running.....after that someone run pass me and run all the way at a veri slow constand speed.. end up pass =.=.... what the heck is that lurh=.=
Haiz nvm XD dont mind running anyway,running still can jian fei XD abit ah ^^....
Stayed back in school till 6.30pm abit lar yuan lai ji wei also quite easy to talk to lah so chatty XD
abit talk here and there about life experience about this oversea life lol gao siao =.= lend him my amath paper to copy then end up talking to me not doing his stupid amath XD
wor actually benny is quite a joker of a joker...able to think stupid joke i a speed of light abit gao siao....benny and CK joke equal to having a extra funny joking machine,combination of joker B and joker C while joker C have rich facial expression =.=
reach home at 7pm and blah blah blah lol...
Lastly TODAY JER-RONG(Edited:jerene XD) WAS REALLY HELPFUL AS SHE WALK AWAY WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING (XD abit she want me to put such a lie in my blog...well...i could just put it XD please take this backeted message as invisible XD while its actually blue XD!~!!!)
Make my day a beautiful one please.........
Today was was was still the same same same as the day be4 yestherday and yestherday....ITS RAINING MAO MAO AND GOU GOU(cats and dogs).abit ah why school always so boring....why why tell me why!!!.And WHY WHY WHY always no school i will miss school...WHY isit always this way =.=
So hows today?
today.....today lo nth much ba just lesson and lesson and lesson and study and study and study like shit =.= Hate p.e the most=.=.....Why always half last lap teacher like to say fake timing=.=...if i estimate the time for me to reach to the end its about 1.5min and she told me its only left about 50-1min so i end up stop running.....after that someone run pass me and run all the way at a veri slow constand speed.. end up pass =.=.... what the heck is that lurh=.=
Haiz nvm XD dont mind running anyway,running still can jian fei XD abit ah ^^....
Stayed back in school till 6.30pm abit lar yuan lai ji wei also quite easy to talk to lah so chatty XD
abit talk here and there about life experience about this oversea life lol gao siao =.= lend him my amath paper to copy then end up talking to me not doing his stupid amath XD
wor actually benny is quite a joker of a joker...able to think stupid joke i a speed of light abit gao siao....benny and CK joke equal to having a extra funny joking machine,combination of joker B and joker C while joker C have rich facial expression =.=
reach home at 7pm and blah blah blah lol...
Lastly TODAY JER-RONG(Edited:jerene XD) WAS REALLY HELPFUL AS SHE WALK AWAY WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING (XD abit she want me to put such a lie in my blog...well...i could just put it XD please take this backeted message as invisible XD while its actually blue XD!~!!!)
Make my day a beautiful one please.........
your love is only my imagination... at 8:20 PM
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Tuesday, February 24, 2009
HALO READER,
I have given some flip back about my blog XD or maybe not.. actually just 1 or 2 who commented about the blog to me.ya i know my blog is boring extra boring nth special....but there isnt a choice...my life is boring -.- as a effect my blog is boring.but i still hope all of u will just come my blog and read or even just scan though my post...i not gonna write as long as how i wrote it in my first few nooby post
Well today was a just like yestherday, its a boring and rainy day like yestherday...Today's colours were GREEN,RED and YELLOW...i shall not explain what those colour symbolizeXD
So...today's class was so-so....when on from poa to eng to emath and then chem XD*simply wanna skip my lesson part its so boring...*After class XD stayed back in school like those who are in monitoring.This is called 2nd badge monitoring XD Just done my chem and poa and slack all the way...abit lah lol ppl keep asking me this and that... abit hard to explain =.=
My Life was so meaningless,its in black and white,theres no high and low in my book of life,simply so discouraging........i hate it but dont dare to change it.......
I Deeply wish for your happiness......
I have given some flip back about my blog XD or maybe not.. actually just 1 or 2 who commented about the blog to me.ya i know my blog is boring extra boring nth special....but there isnt a choice...my life is boring -.- as a effect my blog is boring.but i still hope all of u will just come my blog and read or even just scan though my post...i not gonna write as long as how i wrote it in my first few nooby post
Well today was a just like yestherday, its a boring and rainy day like yestherday...Today's colours were GREEN,RED and YELLOW...i shall not explain what those colour symbolizeXD
So...today's class was so-so....when on from poa to eng to emath and then chem XD*simply wanna skip my lesson part its so boring...*After class XD stayed back in school like those who are in monitoring.This is called 2nd badge monitoring XD Just done my chem and poa and slack all the way...abit lah lol ppl keep asking me this and that... abit hard to explain =.=
My Life was so meaningless,its in black and white,theres no high and low in my book of life,simply so discouraging........i hate it but dont dare to change it.......
I Deeply wish for your happiness......
your love is only my imagination... at 7:17 PM
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Monday, February 23, 2009
HALO EVERYONE XD *doubting who will ever come my blog and actually read it...* TODAY WAS SAME ,as always,bored day~~~
Today lesson just went by in a blink of eye...POA lesson was as sucky as ever,teacher say alot alot alot of things but actually is useless =.=...then to geo....abit sad stupidddd huan huan no take farkerrrrrrr geo paper we cant take back our paper back...!!!Nothing much happen in recess.....then chinese lesson was a joke =.= more like spending time doing file(ing) then doing any chinese "ABIT" XD.....after chinese leh is read and reflect.... the lesson WAS READ AND REFLECT but the work is given just to draw T-shirt and design it=.= LAME SIOL.....*ask me design ehhh?=.=*then then then emath =.= abiting with the stupid chapter of possibility =.= like so lame~ so ez but just presentation no good -.-...
After all the lesson follow those "monitoring" to the library and sit outside to do some homework XD actually the real reason for staying back is......i dont want go home... reach home liao i will abit sad.....
XD abit de lo actually chun kang abit VERI funny can =.= hes veri rich in physical expression and the way he talk,the way he post.....abit funny =.=
Then then lastly of cos leave the school and bus myself home la =.= so wu liao can keep writing blog dont even know any one will ever read my boring post...
ANYONE really do read my blog till the end plz simply tag me......it makes me feel upset to think that no one is reading my blog......and i was just simply wasting time T.T hey hey i know how to write abit short de post liao XD
Wish a brighter light will shine upon me
Today lesson just went by in a blink of eye...POA lesson was as sucky as ever,teacher say alot alot alot of things but actually is useless =.=...then to geo....abit sad stupidddd huan huan no take farkerrrrrrr geo paper we cant take back our paper back...!!!Nothing much happen in recess.....then chinese lesson was a joke =.= more like spending time doing file(ing) then doing any chinese "ABIT" XD.....after chinese leh is read and reflect.... the lesson WAS READ AND REFLECT but the work is given just to draw T-shirt and design it=.= LAME SIOL.....*ask me design ehhh?=.=*then then then emath =.= abiting with the stupid chapter of possibility =.= like so lame~ so ez but just presentation no good -.-...
After all the lesson follow those "monitoring" to the library and sit outside to do some homework XD actually the real reason for staying back is......i dont want go home... reach home liao i will abit sad.....
XD abit de lo actually chun kang abit VERI funny can =.= hes veri rich in physical expression and the way he talk,the way he post.....abit funny =.=
Then then lastly of cos leave the school and bus myself home la =.= so wu liao can keep writing blog dont even know any one will ever read my boring post...
ANYONE really do read my blog till the end plz simply tag me......it makes me feel upset to think that no one is reading my blog......and i was just simply wasting time T.T hey hey i know how to write abit short de post liao XD
Wish a brighter light will shine upon me
your love is only my imagination... at 7:06 PM
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Sunday, February 22, 2009
Sunday....sunday.....sunday....sunday....
i hate sunday the most...why?Because sunday I DONT KNOW HOW TO SPEND MY TIME!!!AND ITS SO BORING!!!!haizzzz blame me for being a (becoming)hikikomori.....
Today abit lah wake up....open computer....stare abit....chat abit..eat abit....then when for my hair cut =.= hard to gather all the courage be going out......come back stare at the computer again....and stare....and stare =.= SIAN sia...didnt play any game,nth for me to spend my time on...no mood for hw,no mood for watching show,left only one thing to do.."rot"=.=
I AM DYING FROM BOREDOM HELP ME!!!the clock was ticking veri veri slowly.....its like forever sunday....ITS A torturing day.How how can like this....i already feeling veri down still want torture me wat the heck i do wrong!!!T.T
Its feel like i waited for 5 years but only 5 hour passed its only 5 PLUS now OMFG!!!!=.=
Maybe i should just turn my clock to 10pm and slp =.=
Please do not ever come back to my mind again "emotion"(emotional code:875)
i hate sunday the most...why?Because sunday I DONT KNOW HOW TO SPEND MY TIME!!!AND ITS SO BORING!!!!haizzzz blame me for being a (becoming)hikikomori.....
Today abit lah wake up....open computer....stare abit....chat abit..eat abit....then when for my hair cut =.= hard to gather all the courage be going out......come back stare at the computer again....and stare....and stare =.= SIAN sia...didnt play any game,nth for me to spend my time on...no mood for hw,no mood for watching show,left only one thing to do.."rot"=.=
I AM DYING FROM BOREDOM HELP ME!!!the clock was ticking veri veri slowly.....its like forever sunday....ITS A torturing day.How how can like this....i already feeling veri down still want torture me wat the heck i do wrong!!!T.T
Its feel like i waited for 5 years but only 5 hour passed its only 5 PLUS now OMFG!!!!=.=
Maybe i should just turn my clock to 10pm and slp =.=
Please do not ever come back to my mind again "emotion"(emotional code:875)
your love is only my imagination... at 5:19 PM
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Saturday, February 21, 2009
Yawn~~~Saturday still need go school so boring!!~~~
Today went to school and reach there at 8am......reached there and said Chao lan!*only saw 3-4 ppl reach already*.tootpick mr ravin ask us so early come...cant even go up to the hall...after a while OBVIOUSLY people started coming in.
After a while mr lim called everyone to go up to the hall.Found a sit and of cos sit down =.= When the talk about nlevel started,its okok i am listening....but after a dam while i started to be restless=.=The FREAKING TIME MOVE SO SLOW CAN.....started to look around,feel like running out of that god dam boring hall,luckly the talk ended earier than what it is expected.*phew wat a relieve...*.Stayed back at the hall for awhile Kay po kay po lol...abit sad ah no teacher want talk to me lol...pull all around me except me=.=
Then take bus with huan huan lol abit la =.= he like weird weird abit talk abit not abit serious abit not =.=then gave me chewing gum tiao?? lol
Haiz at home so boring nth to do...no mood to even do my hw and my hw is pilling up noooooooooooooooT.T....pretty sad.....i still need time to adjust my feeling into sealing box make sure they dont ever conquer me,over powering me.
Dont give me a slight moment that make me feel that i can take over u.........or i will suffer more.......
Today went to school and reach there at 8am......reached there and said Chao lan!*only saw 3-4 ppl reach already*.tootpick mr ravin ask us so early come...cant even go up to the hall...after a while OBVIOUSLY people started coming in.
After a while mr lim called everyone to go up to the hall.Found a sit and of cos sit down =.= When the talk about nlevel started,its okok i am listening....but after a dam while i started to be restless=.=The FREAKING TIME MOVE SO SLOW CAN.....started to look around,feel like running out of that god dam boring hall,luckly the talk ended earier than what it is expected.*phew wat a relieve...*.Stayed back at the hall for awhile Kay po kay po lol...abit sad ah no teacher want talk to me lol...pull all around me except me=.=
Then take bus with huan huan lol abit la =.= he like weird weird abit talk abit not abit serious abit not =.=then gave me chewing gum tiao?? lol
Haiz at home so boring nth to do...no mood to even do my hw and my hw is pilling up noooooooooooooooT.T....pretty sad.....i still need time to adjust my feeling into sealing box make sure they dont ever conquer me,over powering me.
Dont give me a slight moment that make me feel that i can take over u.........or i will suffer more.......
your love is only my imagination... at 7:58 PM
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Friday, February 20, 2009
XD friday~~~~ wooot finally weekdays ended
yaya today was so boring =.= was abiting in class *yawn*.Today's emath paper was pretty hard....didnt have time to check -.- some question are hard to ans....i am afraid i wont be able to get good grades....Maybe i should just focus into study but i just cant...theres alot of problem spinning inside my head that cant be solved so easily...
Today's lesson was like staring into the sky...Time passes so fast in just a blink of an eye....Sec 4 was quite a tough year....i need to manage both my deep emotion and outer emotion.i had been feeling weirdly weird this few days.i am unable to keep that huge emotion from appearing in my mind.i am still weak very weak.....
I had been sheding tears every time i am in that emotional moment......i am unable to keep it back,unable to control it,unable to keep myself strong.....its been a while i had been feeling this odd,i am unable to fully cover it with my words but its worth recording it. (Abit dont know wat i writing XD)
(P.S this post doesnt have much meaning.....i will count this as a miss for my blogging day)
Wish my hope will just diminish along with those corupted one.....success please..... dont make me suffer....
yaya today was so boring =.= was abiting in class *yawn*.Today's emath paper was pretty hard....didnt have time to check -.- some question are hard to ans....i am afraid i wont be able to get good grades....Maybe i should just focus into study but i just cant...theres alot of problem spinning inside my head that cant be solved so easily...
Today's lesson was like staring into the sky...Time passes so fast in just a blink of an eye....Sec 4 was quite a tough year....i need to manage both my deep emotion and outer emotion.i had been feeling weirdly weird this few days.i am unable to keep that huge emotion from appearing in my mind.i am still weak very weak.....
I had been sheding tears every time i am in that emotional moment......i am unable to keep it back,unable to control it,unable to keep myself strong.....its been a while i had been feeling this odd,i am unable to fully cover it with my words but its worth recording it. (Abit dont know wat i writing XD)
(P.S this post doesnt have much meaning.....i will count this as a miss for my blogging day)
Wish my hope will just diminish along with those corupted one.....success please..... dont make me suffer....
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your love is only my imagination... at 2:07 PM
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Thursday, February 19, 2009
Harlo everyone lol....=.= dont even know if anyppl will come read my blog....For those who came my blog and read,kindly write a hi tag in my cbox XD.
Its been a while since i made this blog,i had been updating every single day no matter how tired or buzy i am,becauseeeee i would like to try on a daily route posting a.k.a daily dairy.
Well....today is a wonderful and peaceful day,nothing happen that was worth paying attention to...
Changed the topic i wanna talk about a few time back and front of this post.....Haiz
Nowadays i seem abit more closer to jeff then huan huan and xiao geXDAbit ah xiao ge and huan huan... especially huan huan he getting abit weird!!! dont know why =.= like kanna hit by something veri emotional or is he's soul being switched with someone??i have not been hearing him speaking normally like last time...maybe this is due to my problem...i have been switching off alot...when they were talking i just doing some filtering with my ear lol...
And and also girls in my class have been acting quite weird too=.=its completely different from what i can rmb last year.....its seem the class is getting from fun to fun(er)XD
Its abit hard to change the topic of wat i should be writing maybe i shall stop till here....no more idea wat i should write.......
(P.S this passage below is not for reader...u wont understand it so skip it.its for my own record.) I didnt realise it untill i started this post and start thinking......i had been feeling abit salty lately.......Maybe thats because of that corupted hope started moving deep down inside my heart again.When that coruption started moving,my mind changed,my passion changed,my feeling changed.Its been a long and hard time to lock it up and now its began to break free.....I am trying to bind it up again...i hope it wont go out of control before i am able to secure it again....hope a new light will just appear infront me and destory this dark matter forever....This will be extra hard since its breaking free for the 2nd time............................(P.S this passage above is not for reader...u wont understand it so skip it.its for my own record.)
Hope she will just appear in my desired life.....
your love is only my imagination... at 5:30 PM
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Wednesday, February 18, 2009
XD haiz just enter the blog and saw 3 long comment by jeremy =.=....JEREMY my blog doesnt need that kind of comment so please next time kindly just tag normally as a friend......I dont know why u want to use those chim word but if u dont 100% know how to use the word dont use it.....cos i define all those words and it dont make any sense =.=....
today will be a short post.... i am veri veri veri extra extra extra tired =.= done my 2.4km(PracticeXD) with my 85% effort and end up lack of (abit of) oxygen then head pain ahhhh....paid only 80% attention to during lesson after school....school went on untill (about) 4.45pm with extra amath lesson included.the amath test today was pretty fark off....abit sad.......saw a veri veri veri veri veri serious careless... which will lost even my working mark....dont think i can even get a A2 for that paper...
i will just end this post for today....hope u all have a happy time reading my blog XD~~~~....
Hope tomorrow will be better......
today will be a short post.... i am veri veri veri extra extra extra tired =.= done my 2.4km(PracticeXD) with my 85% effort and end up lack of (abit of) oxygen then head pain ahhhh....paid only 80% attention to during lesson after school....school went on untill (about) 4.45pm with extra amath lesson included.the amath test today was pretty fark off....abit sad.......saw a veri veri veri veri veri serious careless... which will lost even my working mark....dont think i can even get a A2 for that paper...
i will just end this post for today....hope u all have a happy time reading my blog XD~~~~....
Hope tomorrow will be better......
your love is only my imagination... at 5:36 PM
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Tuesday, February 17, 2009
~4th entries for my little blogXDmaybe i will stop my stupid counting of the entry in the future enties =.=
Lets start with my life when i just woke up today....wake up abit later then morning about 5.35am started doing my daily wake up routine,abit of rushing thou..... then when to school reach at about 6.40? i have no idea cos i didnt have any thing that record time,ABIT sad when i reach there joel was not there =.= i waited awhile and fall aslp......when then joel came and study his own thing and i was half asleep.when i was fully awake i am abit asked joel to check for me wether the class room have open or not.....he just ignored me.......I was dam dam dam piss off with him and went to other place to cool myself down(Please dont ever come disturb me when i just woke up,i am abit hot tempered when i just woke up)
first period of the day!!!!! issss home preiod =.=
So lame with the sitting arrangement adjustment,isnt it the farking same...i dont mind sitting anywhere,BUT NO WHERE BESIDE JOEL!!!=.=hate him till core sometimes...
After that wasPOA test,its was a quick paper, i was having a hard time writing nicely but i fail....i forgot to write something in the table and redo with it my super ugly handwriting lol...
A-math....First time ever the lesson was so slacky with those file(ing)
Chem-abit wu liao listen to teacher talk crap =.= which is so easy,the only improtant point i get from it is to remember =.=........
After that have my emath lesson XD mr ravin bought some cakey for us XD its awful normal lol.....!!went though my stupid test paper and then end the lesson .After that went with xiao ge,jeff,huan and ABIT! to play chess =.= EVERYTIME play chess there will always be A GROUP OF PEOPLE WATCHING us play chess and its abit chao lan =.= when ppl gather, ppl tend to help one another and then the player will suddenly switch person XD
Then after 1 set xiao ge and huan sian =.= liao and went home,i stayed back in school to do(homework)with jeff
"Mission done" we went back our seperated way back to home
abit la =.= at that time when home its already at a irregular time but i still met ppl with familar faces............bing xuan,benny,issac...........so on.Maybe they are not actually accompanying me.....but we talked quite abit and waited for my bus to come....When i was in my bus i got this feeling of enlightenment,its the feeling of joy....This is my first time having this feeling,its like friends are blesses coming from The supreme Almighty.
when the bus reached causeway point abit sad.... all ppl drop off at that stop and leaving me behide Alone.....Then the bus driver thought there was no passenger on the bus and when out abit like wanna go toliet =.=But when he saw me,he quickly came in and back to his duty lol...
Poor thing if his nature is really calling and he have to REN(Hold) it...XDABIT SAD LOL...
After that i cross by a old lovely couple...on a old bike(A motorbike just that its old and not cool).Obviously the old man was riding that bike and the old woman was sitting behide.The traffic light stopped the bus and that bike.After the traffic light turn green arrow that bike u-turned and the bus just moved to the right side.it was then i came by a back view of them,miracally there was no car on that road and he ride the bike in the middle of the road,its feels so romantic in a odd way....dam i dont have phone if not i gonna take their picture.pretty wasted....=.=
And then so on i reached home XD and came back wrote this blog so i can rmb what has happen today =.=(I have been writing long eassy in blog omg=.=..its seem like the more i blog the more long it is.....)Gonna work hard XD to cut down my number of words and write more effectively
A smile is a curve that sets everything straight
Lets start with my life when i just woke up today....wake up abit later then morning about 5.35am started doing my daily wake up routine,abit of rushing thou..... then when to school reach at about 6.40? i have no idea cos i didnt have any thing that record time,ABIT sad when i reach there joel was not there =.= i waited awhile and fall aslp......when then joel came and study his own thing and i was half asleep.when i was fully awake i am abit asked joel to check for me wether the class room have open or not.....he just ignored me.......I was dam dam dam piss off with him and went to other place to cool myself down(Please dont ever come disturb me when i just woke up,i am abit hot tempered when i just woke up)
first period of the day!!!!! issss home preiod =.=
So lame with the sitting arrangement adjustment,isnt it the farking same...i dont mind sitting anywhere,BUT NO WHERE BESIDE JOEL!!!=.=hate him till core sometimes...
After that wasPOA test,its was a quick paper, i was having a hard time writing nicely but i fail....i forgot to write something in the table and redo with it my super ugly handwriting lol...
A-math....First time ever the lesson was so slacky with those file(ing)
Chem-abit wu liao listen to teacher talk crap =.= which is so easy,the only improtant point i get from it is to remember =.=........
After that have my emath lesson XD mr ravin bought some cakey for us XD its awful normal lol.....!!went though my stupid test paper and then end the lesson .After that went with xiao ge,jeff,huan and ABIT! to play chess =.= EVERYTIME play chess there will always be A GROUP OF PEOPLE WATCHING us play chess and its abit chao lan =.= when ppl gather, ppl tend to help one another and then the player will suddenly switch person XD
Then after 1 set xiao ge and huan sian =.= liao and went home,i stayed back in school to do(homework)with jeff
"Mission done" we went back our seperated way back to home
abit la =.= at that time when home its already at a irregular time but i still met ppl with familar faces............bing xuan,benny,issac...........so on.Maybe they are not actually accompanying me.....but we talked quite abit and waited for my bus to come....When i was in my bus i got this feeling of enlightenment,its the feeling of joy....This is my first time having this feeling,its like friends are blesses coming from The supreme Almighty.
when the bus reached causeway point abit sad.... all ppl drop off at that stop and leaving me behide Alone.....Then the bus driver thought there was no passenger on the bus and when out abit like wanna go toliet =.=But when he saw me,he quickly came in and back to his duty lol...
Poor thing if his nature is really calling and he have to REN(Hold) it...XDABIT SAD LOL...
After that i cross by a old lovely couple...on a old bike(A motorbike just that its old and not cool).Obviously the old man was riding that bike and the old woman was sitting behide.The traffic light stopped the bus and that bike.After the traffic light turn green arrow that bike u-turned and the bus just moved to the right side.it was then i came by a back view of them,miracally there was no car on that road and he ride the bike in the middle of the road,its feels so romantic in a odd way....dam i dont have phone if not i gonna take their picture.pretty wasted....=.=
And then so on i reached home XD and came back wrote this blog so i can rmb what has happen today =.=(I have been writing long eassy in blog omg=.=..its seem like the more i blog the more long it is.....)Gonna work hard XD to cut down my number of words and write more effectively
A smile is a curve that sets everything straight
your love is only my imagination... at 5:22 PM
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Monday, February 16, 2009
XDDDDDDD its my 3rd entries for the blog.........wat should i talk about?....
Nowadays Abit distracted by ppl around me....cant focus much on stupid lesson
Today:Nothing much happen today but so, today is still a special day,there wont be any day like today......No matter wat,there will always be something extraordinary happening,no matter how small it is.......
During my Social Studies lesson(which is my first lesson on my monday time table),i have been slacking around switching myself into half stand by mode,only able to squeeze in 25% of the info XD.STUPID huan huan miss the social studies paper and end up we didnt get to see our paper untill he done with his test =.=
i wanna to skip my poa,recess and english part to met my demand of just writing a normal blog entry,if i include it,it will be a everlasting story XD
Now for my CE lesson,mr RAVIN(an indian teacher?that looks abit like bangla and hes my form teacher{no offend mr ravin)) came in to our class to ask for our help.He eavesdropped my principal(misses kok), he heard that she will test him on the quotation she speak on at the starting of the school hour.he came ask us wats the quotation was...its was"confident is the start of it,joy is the part of it,love is the heart of it."The more stupid things is he also want the explaination of it fearing the principal will ask him =.=
lets just skip to the end of the school,HUAN SQUARE finally went to his tests and done it at lighting speed XD(hope he wont get shock from his result :X)
On the way out of the stupid school and went to the bus stop and saw xiao b,hui ting and lynn abiting with my primary school teacher that was tranfared to wrss a few years agoXD A part of the reason for them listening to that teacher's lecturing was xiao b hair lol.. abit like cockcroach and was being caught XDDD( seee la =.= nv listen to me pin it up ooh B lol!!)
Bused home and straight away open computer.Took out that stupid chocolate that jeremy unmanageable to give out during valentine day and ate it all away(HAHA sister too bad no chocolate for u,no want give u XDDDD)Hope my sister wont ever find out about this blog XD
Hey am i writing abit long =.= cut(pass tense) alot of things and still abit(alot) more to write....Maybe i will just end this =.=....I am so devoted with blog XD
Hope My Dream Are Able To Hit The Sky....
Nowadays Abit distracted by ppl around me....cant focus much on stupid lesson
Today:Nothing much happen today but so, today is still a special day,there wont be any day like today......No matter wat,there will always be something extraordinary happening,no matter how small it is.......
During my Social Studies lesson(which is my first lesson on my monday time table),i have been slacking around switching myself into half stand by mode,only able to squeeze in 25% of the info XD.STUPID huan huan miss the social studies paper and end up we didnt get to see our paper untill he done with his test =.=
i wanna to skip my poa,recess and english part to met my demand of just writing a normal blog entry,if i include it,it will be a everlasting story XD
Now for my CE lesson,mr RAVIN(an indian teacher?that looks abit like bangla and hes my form teacher{no offend mr ravin)) came in to our class to ask for our help.He eavesdropped my principal(misses kok), he heard that she will test him on the quotation she speak on at the starting of the school hour.he came ask us wats the quotation was...its was"confident is the start of it,joy is the part of it,love is the heart of it."The more stupid things is he also want the explaination of it fearing the principal will ask him =.=
lets just skip to the end of the school,HUAN SQUARE finally went to his tests and done it at lighting speed XD(hope he wont get shock from his result :X)
On the way out of the stupid school and went to the bus stop and saw xiao b,hui ting and lynn abiting with my primary school teacher that was tranfared to wrss a few years agoXD A part of the reason for them listening to that teacher's lecturing was xiao b hair lol.. abit like cockcroach and was being caught XDDD( seee la =.= nv listen to me pin it up ooh B lol!!)
Bused home and straight away open computer.Took out that stupid chocolate that jeremy unmanageable to give out during valentine day and ate it all away(HAHA sister too bad no chocolate for u,no want give u XDDDD)Hope my sister wont ever find out about this blog XD
Hey am i writing abit long =.= cut(pass tense) alot of things and still abit(alot) more to write....Maybe i will just end this =.=....I am so devoted with blog XD
Hope My Dream Are Able To Hit The Sky....
your love is only my imagination... at 3:55 PM
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Saturday, February 14, 2009
THE SHADOW
it was my first glimpse of shadow. It bore no resemblance to a human being, and yet ,from the start ,it reminded me of a person.there was no reason it should have.It shape and colour were diffcult to comprehend.It seemed a dark cloud caught in state of flux between a solid vapor .it also appeared to be apart of the surrounding,a dam of some soft on plasma that continued to flow through my new world. it was painful to behold .it was watcing me. i got up veri slowly and began to back away from it.it shifted as i moved,following me i couldn't see its eyes, but i could feel them on me.i didn't like it.when the concrete walkway came to an end and the asphalt parking lot began to ran. It run after me!!!!!
This passage is extracted from my own writing but i have no idea when and why i wrote this and how i even wrote this when i was small =.=.....
it was my first glimpse of shadow. It bore no resemblance to a human being, and yet ,from the start ,it reminded me of a person.there was no reason it should have.It shape and colour were diffcult to comprehend.It seemed a dark cloud caught in state of flux between a solid vapor .it also appeared to be apart of the surrounding,a dam of some soft on plasma that continued to flow through my new world. it was painful to behold .it was watcing me. i got up veri slowly and began to back away from it.it shifted as i moved,following me i couldn't see its eyes, but i could feel them on me.i didn't like it.when the concrete walkway came to an end and the asphalt parking lot began to ran. It run after me!!!!!
This passage is extracted from my own writing but i have no idea when and why i wrote this and how i even wrote this when i was small =.=.....
your love is only my imagination... at 4:59 PM
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Friday, February 13, 2009
WOOOOTTTT~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
XD first time blogging....spend so so so so so much time on stupid skin and stupid other thing =.= didnt know do one simple blog need so many time =.= alot of Codes of the Html i still blur...........
Why i started making a blog??
I also have no idea why i started to make it,maybe just bored and got nth to do sooo try to spend some time in blogging...
This blog wont last long for a long run since the first post i already have nth much to write..... maybe thats all? for the first post XD already quite a hard work in amending all those small item in the blog so i need a REST other than thinking of wat to write,maybe u all can advise me on wat i should write by asking me alot alot of question ^^ =.= let me end the post with a word "ABIT"XD.....
XD first time blogging....spend so so so so so much time on stupid skin and stupid other thing =.= didnt know do one simple blog need so many time =.= alot of Codes of the Html i still blur...........
Why i started making a blog??
I also have no idea why i started to make it,maybe just bored and got nth to do sooo try to spend some time in blogging...
This blog wont last long for a long run since the first post i already have nth much to write..... maybe thats all? for the first post XD already quite a hard work in amending all those small item in the blog so i need a REST other than thinking of wat to write,maybe u all can advise me on wat i should write by asking me alot alot of question ^^ =.= let me end the post with a word "ABIT"XD.....
your love is only my imagination... at 9:15 PM
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